Ow, ow, ow
this is so not cool...
somebody please, tell me how...??
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
unsaid
There are things that people say, better to be left unsaid. Well, well... So, about some time ago, I did my regular blogwalking, and I found this post that inspired me so much. Now I think I should make a writing like that, before it miss out of my brain (like those other things that I delayed over and over again...)
Here comes my "unsaid things", I won't mention the person though, duh..
"I know you are my bestie, but I just don't feel THAT comfortable to talk about some certain things to you. Not that I don't see you as my best buddy..."
"Silahkan aja sih, mau ngapain juga... terserah lo. Leave, whatever, much better anyway, so fine by me."
"Maybe you think I'm such a good-listener, a kind and sweet girl, but truth is, I don't pay THAT much attention towards your stories.. sorry."
"FACE IT! He's just not THAT into you... Ngga usah lebay juga sih kalo curcol."
"Mungkin lo mandang gwe sebagai sumthing, gwe juga mandang lo sebagai sumthing. Sumthingnya apa? Well, well... Don't know... yet."
"Ga bisa ya liat gwe seneng dikit? Get lost, please."
"Backstabber. Big mouth. Liar. Hypocrite. Pretender. All in one package, what a 'nice' product, huh?"
"You seem so nice, such a nice, fun buddy, but don't know why I'm a little bit unsure about you..."
"Kalo butuh dateng, kalo kagak minggat. Maksud lo apa sih?"
"You are a nice girl but... grow up! Don't be THAT childsh,please. You are 15 and a highschool student, it's just not the right way to act, sister."
"I have my own fear about you, I don't want to hang my hopes to high and fall down just to taste the pain. But it seems like you force me, to be fearless."
"I'm not that strong. I'm, actually as fragile as everybode else. Just because I'm not so good on crying and weeping in public, doesn't mean that I was made by steel."
"Respect my achievements, please. I didn't earn it as easy as flipping a paper."
"you are CUTE!"
"I dunno what I'm feeling. I don't know if this is real or just another crush, I dunno my feeling. I just know that you make me smile and simply, breathless."
That's all...
Kalo ada tambahan, gwe bakal bikin lagi posting kaya beginian.... Me, out!
Here comes my "unsaid things", I won't mention the person though, duh..
"I know you are my bestie, but I just don't feel THAT comfortable to talk about some certain things to you. Not that I don't see you as my best buddy..."
"Silahkan aja sih, mau ngapain juga... terserah lo. Leave, whatever, much better anyway, so fine by me."
"Maybe you think I'm such a good-listener, a kind and sweet girl, but truth is, I don't pay THAT much attention towards your stories.. sorry."
"FACE IT! He's just not THAT into you... Ngga usah lebay juga sih kalo curcol."
"Mungkin lo mandang gwe sebagai sumthing, gwe juga mandang lo sebagai sumthing. Sumthingnya apa? Well, well... Don't know... yet."
"Ga bisa ya liat gwe seneng dikit? Get lost, please."
"Backstabber. Big mouth. Liar. Hypocrite. Pretender. All in one package, what a 'nice' product, huh?"
"You seem so nice, such a nice, fun buddy, but don't know why I'm a little bit unsure about you..."
"Kalo butuh dateng, kalo kagak minggat. Maksud lo apa sih?"
"You are a nice girl but... grow up! Don't be THAT childsh,please. You are 15 and a highschool student, it's just not the right way to act, sister."
"I have my own fear about you, I don't want to hang my hopes to high and fall down just to taste the pain. But it seems like you force me, to be fearless."
"I'm not that strong. I'm, actually as fragile as everybode else. Just because I'm not so good on crying and weeping in public, doesn't mean that I was made by steel."
"Respect my achievements, please. I didn't earn it as easy as flipping a paper."
"you are CUTE!"
"I dunno what I'm feeling. I don't know if this is real or just another crush, I dunno my feeling. I just know that you make me smile and simply, breathless."
That's all...
Kalo ada tambahan, gwe bakal bikin lagi posting kaya beginian.... Me, out!
Friday, April 24, 2009
ALSA UI 2009... extended version
hahaha, gwe iseng aja sih sebenernya... Post kemaren kan udah nyeritain ALSA UI kemaren, tapi bisa dibilang yang kemaren itu general banget lah yaa... Dengan ngenggres gituh lagi, sooo saia memutuskan untuk membuat lagi cerita ttg ALSA UI tapi bisa dibilang "the not-so-serious one"... hehehe, enjoy yaaa!
Day 1: Kamis 16 April 2009
Oke, oke... Ini hari emang sedikit ngga penting yo. Pokonya kita pergi aja ke UI dan liat exhibition debate nya. Ini tuh debate yang buat semacem akreditasi adju. Anak2 varsity yang mau jadi adjudicator di ALSA memang harus akre dulu... naah, exhibition inilah tempatnya. Tapi tapi... kayanya pasukan high school debaters sekola saia waktu itu salah duduk. Dengan PD membuncah2 maen duduk aja di barisan kursi tengah, yang ternyata buat para calon-calon adju. Pantesan aja kok perasaan anak2 high school pada duduknya di belakang-atas semua. ckckck... Well, well.. abis itu kita cabut ke Wisma Makara (yang belakang kami sepakati... itu mah bukan wisma, HOTEL itu!!!) dan niat awal mulia yang seharusnya untuk bahas matter malah kami nodai dengan bergosip ria dan akhirnya tidur berserakan. Hoho...
Day 2: Jumat 17 April 2009
The 1st day of debate! Both teams from my school didn't get the winning. Well, well.. emang lawan kita hari itu jagooo. we're okay with that lah yaa.. Ada yang lucu nieh, berhubung nie hari debatnya baru mulai jam 12. AKhirnya kita yang kerajian udah beres siap2 jam 9 pun bingung mau ngapain. Bergosip dan bermainlah kami ber 7 di kamar saia. Begonya, udah pake seragam segala rupa, malah pada masuk selimut dan berpewe-pewe ria lagii... Pake acara guling2an segala. Paraaahhh... Pas udah jam stngh 12, kita akhirnya memutuskan untuk bertobat dan keluar dari selimut. Dan ternyataaa, udah kusut aje dong tuh seragam. Rambut juga udah ngga senonoh lagi. mencuat ke segala arah! hahaha... autisme meradang...
Day 3: Sabtu 18 April 2009
The 2nd day of debate. My team get the winning in both debates that day. sayangnya, teamnya Rio, Sherly, Alvin masih VP 0 di hari itu. That means, udah susah buat breaking. Well, well.. drama happened there lah yaa. Banyak banget yang terjadi di sono.. Their team is such a great team, that's all I can say. Well, well.. day 3 itu penuh drama lah ya pokonya. Nikmati sajahhh... Udah gitu.. sorean dikit, pas kita lagi nungguin Rio yang mendadak hilang... kita nunggu di halte FH. Niatnya sih nungguin BiKun buat balik ke wisma... tapi kok ga ada yang lewat ya, buuu?? Akhirnya dengan gilanya, saia, alvin, sherly, lisia dan Jebe menghitung! Menghitung apa?
yak kami menghitung segala kendaraan aje dong sodara2...
dengan total 524 motor, 7 kereta dan 5 CBR... Baru deh kita nyerah nungguin bikun dan balik lagi ke FH.
Day 4: Minggu 19 April 2009
The breaking announcement. Ternyata, 2 team dari sekola saia gagal breaking. Well, well... shit happens. Besides, emang participant ALSA kemaren tuh debaters2 expert yang kayanya udah lebih sering debat daripada ulangan Matematika (apa sih perbandingan gwe ngga banget....) Jadi yaaa, bagi saia yang masih debater pemula ini,ikutan ALSA itu nothing to lose laah, we've learned so much there... ALSA taun depan pasti lebih baik, smangat teammates!
Day 5: Senin 20 April 2009
Saia dan teammates saya sebagai "the non-breaking team" masuk ke FHUI dengan langkah2 ringan. Soalnya kita kan udah ga debat lagiii...hohoho Tujuan kami hari itu hanya satu... MENJADI OBSERVER BUAT DEBATE VARSITY!!
hoho, sejujurnya buat observer debatnya... Kita mau jadi observer DEBATER2 KECENYAA... hahaha, adik kelas yang tak tau diuntung! kita bukannya merhatiin debatnya, nyatet kek apa gitu... malah ngeliatin style kakak2 yang ga nahan kerennya.. Mamiii, keren banget boo! Udah gitu nontonin juga si coach a.k.a Bapak Danny debat... Gyaah, si Octofinalist. Mayan dehhh, muridnya ngga nyampe, gurunya yang meneruskan. Huahuahua, paraah. Nah, nah... udah gitu, berhubung kita sadar, kita udah mulai hobi nyanyi2 tereak kenceng n geje, kita sepakat kalo... KITA BUTUH KARAOKE-AN!
Akhirnya kami pasukan SMAK 1 BPK Bandung bergabung dengan pasukan SMAN 1 Tangerang dan meluncur dengan indah ke Margo!! Menggila lah kami di sana, awalnya sih lagu-lagunya masih normal... Err, sebenernya ngga bisa dibilang normal berhubung lagu2 normal itu kami plesetkan jadi menghina dina orang2 sucks di ALSA. Maklumlaa, namanya juga pelampiasan kekesalan. Tapi lama-lamaaa... beuh lagunya makin alay ajee. Heran sendiri saia. Pake ada acara 'nonton video clip' lagi... Jadi ceritanya kita milih lagunya Beyonce yang "Check Up on It"... tapi ternyata kaga ada yang bisa nyanyinya dooongg!! Nonton video klip deh judulnya...
Our tracklist... (kayanya bakal ada yang kelupaan, maap yee..)
1. I Love U Bibeh (Changcuters) => dengan segala perubahan yang (tidak) diperlukan, demi keperluan menghina... hehehe...
2. Oh Baby (Cinta Laura)
3. Pengkhianat Cinta (Duo Maia n CinLau)
4. Bukan Superstar (Project Pop) => dengan segala perubahan yang (tidak) diperlukan, demi keperluan menghina... hehehe...
5. Jablay (TiKam) => INI MAH PARAAAHH!! ajang menghina paling indah
6. I Won't Go Home Without U (Maroon 5)
7. American Idiot (Greenday) => Ajang tereak 2
8. That Blink 182 song (gwe gatau judulnya)
9. That Bowling For Soup song (gatau juga judulnya)
10. Check Up on It (Beyonce) => ini mah nonton video clip
11. Jangan Pernah Berubah (ST 12) => I know... Crazy right? Alay mampus... PARAH.
12. We Are the Champion
13. Yellow (Coldplay) => di sini sedikit normal.. hehehe
14. Bad Day (Daniel Powter) => Suara hati kami semuaa... hehehe
(kayanya masih ada, tapi sisanya gwe lupa...)
yak, yak... dengan semua lagu itu, akhirnya kami pun sukses bangun keesokan harinya dengan suara sekseehhhh... (Bilang aja abis suaranya, hehehe...) Udah gitu mentang2 malem terakhir di Depok pake acara pada begadang lagi. Yah, yah, at least some of us. Rio sama Sherly masuk kamar saia langsung main tepar aja tuh.. Parah. Rio juga, teparnya ga elit banget, di lantai. Hehehe... mantaabbbss
Day 6: 21 April 2009
Last day... Kita ke FH cuma buat nonton final debates nyaa... Udah gitu saia, Lisia n Jebe sempet ke FE juga ketemuan sama ka ata, si kakak panitia yang riweuh abiis, partner in "Gossip Girl Gathering" hahaha... Ini juga lucu, kita dengan sok iye nya jalan dari FH ke FE dengan jalan seperti berikut ini:
1. Jalan dari FH ke FIB
2. Nyari jembatan texas
3. Naek jembatan Texas
4. Kesasar (soalnya lagi pembangunan gitu FE-nya)
5. Mengikuti kemana kaki membawa sampe 15 menit, dan sampailah di Makara-nya FE
padahaaall, ada satu cara yang jauh, jauhhhh lebih gampang
1. Jalan ke halte FH
2. Naek BiKun sampe ke FE
Euuuhhh, dasar emang dudud... hehehe
Dan akhirnya, kami pun harus balik ke Bandung. sempet berenti juga sih di Solaria... begonya, di Solaria masi aja gitu bikin sesi ramalan. hehehe, maapkan bikin ricuh Solaria yaaa...
hahaha... so there you go.
Itulah akhir 6 days vacation saia di depok... hehehe...
dan ternyataaa... dunia nyata ituu bosenin abis dibandingan dunia khayal yang kemaren di depok. Gyaaahhh!! Love it!
*poto2, berhubung di post sebelumnya udah saia sertakan, jadi di sini kaga lagi yee.. hehehe
Day 1: Kamis 16 April 2009
Oke, oke... Ini hari emang sedikit ngga penting yo. Pokonya kita pergi aja ke UI dan liat exhibition debate nya. Ini tuh debate yang buat semacem akreditasi adju. Anak2 varsity yang mau jadi adjudicator di ALSA memang harus akre dulu... naah, exhibition inilah tempatnya. Tapi tapi... kayanya pasukan high school debaters sekola saia waktu itu salah duduk. Dengan PD membuncah2 maen duduk aja di barisan kursi tengah, yang ternyata buat para calon-calon adju. Pantesan aja kok perasaan anak2 high school pada duduknya di belakang-atas semua. ckckck... Well, well.. abis itu kita cabut ke Wisma Makara (yang belakang kami sepakati... itu mah bukan wisma, HOTEL itu!!!) dan niat awal mulia yang seharusnya untuk bahas matter malah kami nodai dengan bergosip ria dan akhirnya tidur berserakan. Hoho...
Day 2: Jumat 17 April 2009
The 1st day of debate! Both teams from my school didn't get the winning. Well, well.. emang lawan kita hari itu jagooo. we're okay with that lah yaa.. Ada yang lucu nieh, berhubung nie hari debatnya baru mulai jam 12. AKhirnya kita yang kerajian udah beres siap2 jam 9 pun bingung mau ngapain. Bergosip dan bermainlah kami ber 7 di kamar saia. Begonya, udah pake seragam segala rupa, malah pada masuk selimut dan berpewe-pewe ria lagii... Pake acara guling2an segala. Paraaahhh... Pas udah jam stngh 12, kita akhirnya memutuskan untuk bertobat dan keluar dari selimut. Dan ternyataaa, udah kusut aje dong tuh seragam. Rambut juga udah ngga senonoh lagi. mencuat ke segala arah! hahaha... autisme meradang...
Day 3: Sabtu 18 April 2009
The 2nd day of debate. My team get the winning in both debates that day. sayangnya, teamnya Rio, Sherly, Alvin masih VP 0 di hari itu. That means, udah susah buat breaking. Well, well.. drama happened there lah yaa. Banyak banget yang terjadi di sono.. Their team is such a great team, that's all I can say. Well, well.. day 3 itu penuh drama lah ya pokonya. Nikmati sajahhh... Udah gitu.. sorean dikit, pas kita lagi nungguin Rio yang mendadak hilang... kita nunggu di halte FH. Niatnya sih nungguin BiKun buat balik ke wisma... tapi kok ga ada yang lewat ya, buuu?? Akhirnya dengan gilanya, saia, alvin, sherly, lisia dan Jebe menghitung! Menghitung apa?
yak kami menghitung segala kendaraan aje dong sodara2...
dengan total 524 motor, 7 kereta dan 5 CBR... Baru deh kita nyerah nungguin bikun dan balik lagi ke FH.
Day 4: Minggu 19 April 2009
The breaking announcement. Ternyata, 2 team dari sekola saia gagal breaking. Well, well... shit happens. Besides, emang participant ALSA kemaren tuh debaters2 expert yang kayanya udah lebih sering debat daripada ulangan Matematika (apa sih perbandingan gwe ngga banget....) Jadi yaaa, bagi saia yang masih debater pemula ini,ikutan ALSA itu nothing to lose laah, we've learned so much there... ALSA taun depan pasti lebih baik, smangat teammates!
Day 5: Senin 20 April 2009
Saia dan teammates saya sebagai "the non-breaking team" masuk ke FHUI dengan langkah2 ringan. Soalnya kita kan udah ga debat lagiii...hohoho Tujuan kami hari itu hanya satu... MENJADI OBSERVER BUAT DEBATE VARSITY!!
hoho, sejujurnya buat observer debatnya... Kita mau jadi observer DEBATER2 KECENYAA... hahaha, adik kelas yang tak tau diuntung! kita bukannya merhatiin debatnya, nyatet kek apa gitu... malah ngeliatin style kakak2 yang ga nahan kerennya.. Mamiii, keren banget boo! Udah gitu nontonin juga si coach a.k.a Bapak Danny debat... Gyaah, si Octofinalist. Mayan dehhh, muridnya ngga nyampe, gurunya yang meneruskan. Huahuahua, paraah. Nah, nah... udah gitu, berhubung kita sadar, kita udah mulai hobi nyanyi2 tereak kenceng n geje, kita sepakat kalo... KITA BUTUH KARAOKE-AN!
Akhirnya kami pasukan SMAK 1 BPK Bandung bergabung dengan pasukan SMAN 1 Tangerang dan meluncur dengan indah ke Margo!! Menggila lah kami di sana, awalnya sih lagu-lagunya masih normal... Err, sebenernya ngga bisa dibilang normal berhubung lagu2 normal itu kami plesetkan jadi menghina dina orang2 sucks di ALSA. Maklumlaa, namanya juga pelampiasan kekesalan. Tapi lama-lamaaa... beuh lagunya makin alay ajee. Heran sendiri saia. Pake ada acara 'nonton video clip' lagi... Jadi ceritanya kita milih lagunya Beyonce yang "Check Up on It"... tapi ternyata kaga ada yang bisa nyanyinya dooongg!! Nonton video klip deh judulnya...
Our tracklist... (kayanya bakal ada yang kelupaan, maap yee..)
1. I Love U Bibeh (Changcuters) => dengan segala perubahan yang (tidak) diperlukan, demi keperluan menghina... hehehe...
2. Oh Baby (Cinta Laura)
3. Pengkhianat Cinta (Duo Maia n CinLau)
4. Bukan Superstar (Project Pop) => dengan segala perubahan yang (tidak) diperlukan, demi keperluan menghina... hehehe...
5. Jablay (TiKam) => INI MAH PARAAAHH!! ajang menghina paling indah
6. I Won't Go Home Without U (Maroon 5)
7. American Idiot (Greenday) => Ajang tereak 2
8. That Blink 182 song (gwe gatau judulnya)
9. That Bowling For Soup song (gatau juga judulnya)
10. Check Up on It (Beyonce) => ini mah nonton video clip
11. Jangan Pernah Berubah (ST 12) => I know... Crazy right? Alay mampus... PARAH.
12. We Are the Champion
13. Yellow (Coldplay) => di sini sedikit normal.. hehehe
14. Bad Day (Daniel Powter) => Suara hati kami semuaa... hehehe
(kayanya masih ada, tapi sisanya gwe lupa...)
yak, yak... dengan semua lagu itu, akhirnya kami pun sukses bangun keesokan harinya dengan suara sekseehhhh... (Bilang aja abis suaranya, hehehe...) Udah gitu mentang2 malem terakhir di Depok pake acara pada begadang lagi. Yah, yah, at least some of us. Rio sama Sherly masuk kamar saia langsung main tepar aja tuh.. Parah. Rio juga, teparnya ga elit banget, di lantai. Hehehe... mantaabbbss
Day 6: 21 April 2009
Last day... Kita ke FH cuma buat nonton final debates nyaa... Udah gitu saia, Lisia n Jebe sempet ke FE juga ketemuan sama ka ata, si kakak panitia yang riweuh abiis, partner in "Gossip Girl Gathering" hahaha... Ini juga lucu, kita dengan sok iye nya jalan dari FH ke FE dengan jalan seperti berikut ini:
1. Jalan dari FH ke FIB
2. Nyari jembatan texas
3. Naek jembatan Texas
4. Kesasar (soalnya lagi pembangunan gitu FE-nya)
5. Mengikuti kemana kaki membawa sampe 15 menit, dan sampailah di Makara-nya FE
padahaaall, ada satu cara yang jauh, jauhhhh lebih gampang
1. Jalan ke halte FH
2. Naek BiKun sampe ke FE
Euuuhhh, dasar emang dudud... hehehe
Dan akhirnya, kami pun harus balik ke Bandung. sempet berenti juga sih di Solaria... begonya, di Solaria masi aja gitu bikin sesi ramalan. hehehe, maapkan bikin ricuh Solaria yaaa...
hahaha... so there you go.
Itulah akhir 6 days vacation saia di depok... hehehe...
dan ternyataaa... dunia nyata ituu bosenin abis dibandingan dunia khayal yang kemaren di depok. Gyaaahhh!! Love it!
*poto2, berhubung di post sebelumnya udah saia sertakan, jadi di sini kaga lagi yee.. hehehe
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
ALSA UI 2009

Back again...
I just read a crazy touching post in Lisia's page about ALSA, and I'm inspired to write one here. Well, not gonna be exactly like the one Lisia wrote. I'm not in the mood to build such a poetry-kind of writing now.
So here goes, ALSA UI 2009, a supermassive national competition of English held in FHUI. Spelling Bee, Presenting Ideas, News Casting, you name it. Me and my team participated in the Debate competition, of course. It was such big, huge competition. 54 teams of highschool debate and 40-something teams of varsity debate. How many debaters then? Well, count it by yourself. It was a really major thing, so to speak.
Now, how about the result?
Hmm, 2 VPs... means that my team didn't make it through the breaking Octo. Well, well... we're newbie. We didn't expect something so major for such a big competition like ALSA though. 2VPs are quite something for us in the middle of those great debaters. We were there for about a week, and I can say that I.am.officially.sick.of.those.debate.thingie.
Sick here doesn't mean that I hate debate from head to toe. No. Sick here, means that I had enough of debate last week. Imagine, 2 rounds of me, debating and after that we had to watch 2 rounds of the varsity debate. Not to mention, how the hectic atmosphere went on and on in the Debater's Hall.
Conversations were always like this:
"Hey, how was the debate?" or..
"It was a split decision though, 3 to 2" or...
"Unanimous! Cool!" or...
"I had a clear winning, wew!" or...
"Win by 3 margins... It was a split though" or...
"How many VPs so far?"
"Standing! look at the standing!"
"I kinda backstab my 1st speaker on my rebuttal. Ahhh..."
Hahaha, anyhow... I still love those moments!
How we casebuilt still confused of those impromptu motions, how we get things over if we had some drama in the team. How we tried to manage and find a solution for every kind of trouble. how we felt like we want to explode when we couldn't accept the reason why we lost or something like that. How we faced the drama that we even surprised can took place in such competition like ALSA. How we had a crazy night out to let go of everything and woke up the next day with a sore throat. How we had such a huge confident to go to FE from FH without knowing the route of BiKun or the faculties there, so we ended up confused and just let our feet lead the way. Ahhh, I love those moments.
And just like Lisia, I'll do anything to go back.
Hahaha...
Oops, almost forgot...
The Highschool finalists were
SMAN 3 Bandung vs SMAN 8 Yogyakarta
with the motion: TH supports the establishment of ASEAN Parliament
And the ALSA title went to: SMAN 8 Yogyakarta
meanwhile, the varsity finalists were
ATMAJAYA Jakarta vs EDS UI
with the motion: .... lupa
and the ALSA title went to: ATMAJAYA Jakarta
Hahaha, that was ALSA.
Can't wait for the next competition.
And for the non-breaking teams (you know who you are...)
shit happens guys, we just had a bad day!!!
*karaokean lagi yuuu...




Gosh, how I miss those moments...
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