Monday, December 28, 2009
Bee whY Ee
Close to the end of the year, and somehow my fingers were tickled to click Blogger.
About 2009, well what can I say?
I can't say that it's the best year in my life, not the worst either. It's just... fine. Wonderful in its own way. The pain and the joy, the euphoria, the tears, they all collide perfectly, make a nice memory in my head. Sealed another nice year added to my 15 years.
And I am grateful. I totally am.
So, in 2009... I face hospital for the first time.
Okay. Wrong. I've faced it obliviously when I was a baby. However, this one is my first, what should I call it, stay? in hospital. conscious.
I spent 4 days at the hospital, blood test every single day *made my right arm all numb*, all that. And until now, I don't even know what the disease was specifically. I even passed my 16th birthday there. What a nice way to celebrate huh?
Well, I did celebrate. twice. First, at the hospital when 2 of my PDA buds brought a cake and all those stuff. And I still remember the coach said "Chel, yang nunjukin lo sakit cuma infus doang tau." Geez.
Then, right when I came home from the hospital, ready to whine and mourn over my pile of school assignments and tests to catch up. I found all of my bestfriends in front of my house. And that was the celebration, second part. Cakes, presents, all those stuff again. Then, we sang together noisily, I was surprised the neighbors didn't complain.
every clouds has a silver lining.
See? I was sick, and I shouldn't be able to celebrate ANYTHING. but I didn't lose any celebration, I got it anyway. twice.
Next, in 2009, I knew debate
Okay, I knew debate in the late 2008 actually, but I actually DEBATE in competitions in 2009. Four competitions, and the highest position me and my team got was the 4th. KompEk UI as semifinalist fourth position, and WJSDC, fourth on the standing.
No trophy, no prizes, just certificates, YET. True. But I got a new life, God bless the day I joined Phyxius English Debating Association. I learned so much, I had fun, I earned a huge number of friends, and at least I got some certificates huh? Getting those kind of achievement is always good. See? Grateful.
In 2009, I attended XI Grade IPA Class.
I wasn't that obsessive about IPA then, I'm not that kind of student who worships IPA Class so much now. But during X Grade I did work my ass out to get some serious number of scores, not too magnificent but I at least enough to give me the freedom to choose between these two classes. Thank God I got it. And I chose IPA. I totally understand where I was getting myself into. The urgency of those additional classes afterschool for the science subjects and stuff. But then, again I'm grateful. Here, I learn to be a student. I start to feel my obligation to study, and it came from myself. I realized that, before, that usually come from other people, my parents especially. I also feel motivated seeing my all so devoted friends. And now, I'm used to those study session together at Paskal Hyper Square's foodcourt, Biology tutoring afterschool in the canteen. Thanks to them who made it easier. Grateful.
In 2009, I started to learn one more language.
As XI Grade started, I also attended a class at CCF Bandung. I learned French. This thing I've wanted to do since, I don't know when. And true, I'm just a beginner, I can hardly speak this language, let alone masterize it. And true, this language is so damn hard. But with some years of learning, I will surely get a grip on that, right? And again, I'm grateful, here besides the language learning, I also met so many new friends. New various. Fellow highschool-ers, college kids, even professionals. True, we only meet twice a week, but we're stuck learning this hard language together, right? haha
In 2009... err, okay
I'm also grateful here. I still remember my prayer at the end of last year. I wished for someone that I can relate to, someone close and *hopefully* can understand me.
And guess what?
This year I had my first... what? crush? love? whatever word that can describe you, mister.
I'm happy and of course GRATEFUL, having you around. Not that we're something special, I know we're just... regular. Not that I'm still hoping to change that situation too, I'm done waiting. I've waited this whole year, and that's enough. But I can't get enough of you, not now, when you're a part of my day already. So I'm not planning to take off, disappear, turn my back on you or anything. I'm happy that I have you, and I hope that I will still have you in 2010. As anything that God wants you to be for me. I said that I'm done waiting, but I'm still open for some kind of miracles, at the same time. *a little embarrassing confession there* Hmm?
There, that was my 2009.
God has made my days in His way this year. And I love every single one of it.
I wished for things, He gave it, he didn't. That's not the point. The point is, He still gave it His way. He keeps our past, He watches our present and He sees our future, so who knows better? Not us.
Whine a little, upset a little. We are human. Unwanted situations SHOULD bother us. But get over it as fast as you can, live your life, make the most of it, make it good to live. In the end, you can see the beauty of those flaws, how perfect your imperfect life is.
And now I sound like a preacher. Of course I did some unnecessary whining too, but believe me I try to practice what I preach, enjoying life is more fun than crying over things that doesn't exist obviously. So let's just learn together, we're beginner here. :)
It's midnight, I'll have to end this. And also want to say that this will be my last post here at blogger.com
Why? Because of my lack of desire to write, unlike before. So, to avoid adding cyber pollution by keep writing unnecessary crap *you see sometimes I dump all my nonsense here* I think it's best for me to close this blog. Not for good, of course, duh. But I'll survive with just twitter as a miniblog for now. I don't know when I'll start blogging again, but even if I've found the right time, I won't be writing here anymore. Planning on tumblr though. haha.
Over and out, guys. seriously!
see ya around ... :)
Saturday, December 5, 2009
if only
Kalo kalian cewe, dan suka baca komik, atau novel
atau nonton TV series, atau film... whatever it is.
Pernah ngga sih ngerasa sangat sangaaaattt terpesona sama sebuah karakter (cowo, tentu saja) dan kalian jadi ngayal ttg karakter ini.
dan karakter ini bikin perut jumpalitan?
haha. I'm experiencing that. Jumpalitan sama karakter2 fiksi. Mungkin terlihat ga penting ya gw, ngurusin bahkan nulis tentang karakter yang ngga eksis.
whatever... I'm just so impressed with these boys!
give it up for the first boy of the list!
1. Eguchi Tappei
stupid huh?
yap, yap. Tappei di Miiko, that manga. Pertamanya gw penasaran sama ini komik gara2 semua orang ngomong lucu dan rame. DAN sweet, romantis. gw pikir ga mungkin aje, komik udah jelas2 bentuk tokohnya absurd semua gitu, adalah yang tinggi, adalah yang pendek, bulet, buntet. Diameter mulut gedenya luar biasa lebai, gimana bisa sweet?
dan ternyata...
AKU SALAH.
Tappei does have the charm.
Oke, jadi spoiler dikit yaaa... basic hubungan Tappei dan Miiko itu temenan, sahabatan. Tapi tipe sahabat yang selau ribut. Dan begonya, mereka berdua sebenernya tau mereka saling suka, tapi ya itu dia. Gengsi merajalela teruuusss aja ejek2an. Agak lebai memang ceritanya, mengingat setting umur mereka tuh kelas 5 SD. Gapapalah yaaa. Fiksi itu ada untuk menjadi non-sense, give us a break from this irritatingly boring reality, haha.
Nah, nah... Tappei ini orangnya cuek, jail, tengil, nyebelin... semua adjektif yang bisa menggambarkan sosok jerk. Tapi yang hebat, di balik cueknya ini dy bisa menunjukkan care-nya dia. Terutama ke Miiko.
Momen yang bikin perut jumpalitan:
Satu cerita saat Tappei meng-cover Miiko atas vas bunga kelas yang pecah. Tappei tau Miiko yang mecahin vas bunga kelas mereka , dan besoknya saat vas pecah itu keliatan sama guru, dia malah ngaku dia yang mecahin. Tappei dimarahin sama Pak Guru, tapi dasar tengil, dy cuek2 aja. Miiko ngga enak, jadi nangis sendiri. Trus Tappei yang duduknya di belakang Miiko, sambil jalan ke tempat duduk, nepuk punggung Miiko yang lagi nangis sambil senyum2 tengil.
Udah. gitu doank. how cute.
2. Jacob Black
yeah, yeah! Who doesn't love him?
Pesonanya cocky, arogan, stubborn. Ngga kalah menyebalkan. Tapi apa yang bikin Jacob Black jadi karakter yang asik?
Di Twilight saga (yang baru gw baca sampe Eclipse) karakter Jacob itu keras kepala. BANGET. dia tau Bella udah ngga bisa dilepas dari Edward, tapi dia tetep berusaha buat menunjukkan kalau dia juga layak jadi pilihan buat Bella. Yet, dia tetep ngga cross the line. Dia bersaing dengan sehat, dan saat dia bener2 udah sadar kalau dia ngga punya harapan, dia rela hanya jadi 'pelampiasan' Bella. Dan somehow, Stephenie Meyer berhasil membuat karakter Jacob melakukan itu semua, tanpa meninggalkan sifat arogan, childish dan obnoxious nya. Itu yang membuat Jacob masih terlihat normal, ngga terlalu sempurna, punya titik menyebalkan.
Selain itu, dengan Taylor Lautner yang super ganteng itu maenin peran Jacob, sangat membantu buat saya semakin jatuh cinta!
Momen yang bikin perut jumpalitan:
Ending Eclipse, dialog antara Bella dan Jacob
Jacob: He's (Edward) like a drug to you, Bella. I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you, not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun"
Bella: I used to think of you that way you know. Like the sun. My personal sun, you balanced out the clouds nicely for me.
Jacob: *sighed* The clouds I can handle, but I can't fight with an eclipse.
bukan cuma perut yang jumpalitan. Kelenjar air mata juga. shoot, that selfish, obnoxious boy is sweet, and in pain, AND HANDSOME! Haha, okay yang ganteng bukan Jacob Black, it's Taylor Lautner, but still!!
3. Gerry Kennedy
I watched P.S I Love You long ago. Ini bukan tipe film yang bakal gw nikmatin kalo ditonton berulang2, dramanya intens. Tapi sekali nonton, sekali nangis sesenggukan cukup buat bikin gw jatuh cinta sama karakter suami di sini. Dimainin dengan sangat oke sama Gerard Butler.
Jadi basically pasangan di film ini ngga bisa dibilang lovey-dovey couple juga. Mereka namanya Holly dan Gerry, sering banget berantem, mostly about financial issues. Tapi berantem mereka memang ngga akan tahan lama. Intinya meskipun ngga manis2 amat, mereka tuh saling membutuhkan. Dan suatu kali, Gerry tiba-tiba meninggal, karena kanker otak yang ternyata dia rahasiain dari Holly. Tapi sebelum meninggal, ternyata Gerry udah ngatur surat2, hadiah, kue, tiket liburan ke tempat mereka pertama ketemu, apapun yang akan dikirim ke Holly secara berkala, sesuai momen setelah dia meninggal. Bahkan rekaman suara "Happy Birthday" untuk ulang tahun Holly. Dia ngga mau ninggalin isterinya secara tiba-tiba dan tanpa pegangan, dia pengen pergi pelan2.
What I like about this character? Again, ngga terlalu sweet, romantis. Malah sedikit childish dan reckless bisa dibilang, tapi dia sangat cocok untuk Holly yang serius dan keras. He's loosen her a little. Dan tentu saja, ide dia tentang surat2 itu yaaahhhh... ampun. kalo ada yang bilang itu ngga touching, you're a truly heartless person! Dia juga ngga bermaksud mengikat Holly terus sama dia *yang sudah meninggal, tentu saja* karena surat terakhir akhirnya dateng juga. Dia cuma ngga mau istrinya larut terus mewek2 tanpa ada pegangan. akhirnya, saat dia percaya istrinya siap, dia hilang, for good.
Momen yang bikin perut jumpalitan:
Surat yang terakhir. Dibaca sama Holly di puncak bukit, tempat dia dan Gerry pertama ketemu di Irlandia. Saat itu Gerry muncul, tapi tanpa bisa diliat Holly *tentu saja*, let's say as a ghost lah yaa... dan dia berdiri disamping Holly. Seakan2 dia yang bacain surat itu untuk isterinya, di sebelahnya, langsung. Dan di akhir surat, dia ngomong "P.S... I Love You." sambil nyandarin kepalanya ke bahu isterinya, lovingly *again, Hollynya ngga ngerasa tentu saja, tapi ekspresinya merasakan kehadiran suaminya, gitu, ngerti ngga?*
Air mata banjir abis.
Those are my all-time favorites. Emang sih jenis yang saia suka yaa, yang cuek2, nyebelin tapi manis gituh. That's why, for the Twilight case, saia ga suka Edward
Edward terlalu manis, lovey-dovey, agak lebai.
Mungkin karena dia udah hampir 200 taun ya.. haha
Alright, mereka semua terdengar sangat sempurna, memang. Andai aja cowo2 kaya mereka beneran ada di dunia.
WOW.
But then, the real world is not suposed to be perfect, that's why those perfect boys stay in fictional world. So I guess, we should be satisfied admiring them through those fictions. haha. Imagining is more fun!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
this hot boy
but this boy is just so irresistible.
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fresh and hot. so damn HOT.
and he makes robert pattinson seem so last year. yeah, at least for me.
he's the one and only
TAYLOR LAUTNER BABY!!!
he's the main focus of girls watching new moon.
he's got this sexy tanned skin.
his sincere warm eyes
and don't forget his muscles!!!
WOW
I've always been a fan of tanned boys, so Robert Pattinson hasn't fully charm me in the first place.
then suddenly, this boy came in. and I was like...
"what? robert pattinson? who?"
ckakakaka *agak lebai memang*
but seriously, girls
how can you possibly resist this:

totally. hahaha
heard the rumour that he's now with Taylor Swift.
well, she's such a lucky bitch, isn't she?
Thursday, November 26, 2009
the end
from the first stories till the very last smile
that cold little smile
it was just a smile, but it was more than enough to make me realize
that it's over, that's the end of us
and the end is not so cool
but it is better than being hung by thread, with nothing certain
and no guarantee that someday that situation will change
this time it's bold
so I guess it's all over, huh?
and this time, for good
so maybe I better get used to it
am I still allowed to miss you?
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
kembali melan geje
karena post ini akan menjadi ajang curhat saya
terimakasih
let's get this over with then.
udah nahan-nahan, jangan jadiin blogger tempat sampah perasaan. ternyata, emang paling asik dump all the garbage here yooo.
so, so, so
ever feel insecure about your feeling?
like, you are afraid to be hurt by that certain person (u know what I mean), meanwhile you're afraid too about what other people may think about your feelings.
the case here is, afraid to be judged 'stupid'. 'hypocrite'. 'naive'. even if *maybe* in fact, you are.
dan pernah juga ga sih *and yes, ini posting bilingual. marah2 paling enak kalo gado2*
ngerasa kaya sesuatu itu ga adil?
like you don't deserve what you get, and here I mean, you deserve better.
to be specified, you deserve to be TREATED better.
dan pernah juga ga sih, ngerasa terlalu banyak yang harus dipikirkan. semua jenis msalah datangnya bareng2, keroyokan.
KALO BERANI SATU2 DONG!
dan kalo udah kaya gtu, jatoh2nya apa? jadi sensi, pengen marah2, gloomy sepanjang hari. bikin polusi sosial juga buat orang di sekeliling lo.
and to make it even worse, lo dikasih beban sesuatu. yang lo gatau lagi gimana cara mikulnya.
kesel ga sih?
dunia kaya gitu sekarang lagi naksir sama gw. deket2 mulu.
jujur, pasti gamau kan jadi seseorang yang whiny. ngeluh ini itu. tapi kadang, perasaannya terlalu overwhelming. and you just need something, somewhere, someone, to dump that shit, to maintain your emotion. supaya ga nambah2 polusi sosial di lingkungan.
bahkan tanpa polusi sosial dari lo, lingkungan sosial udah ga sehat.
mungkin terasa familiar? hmm, hope so. semoga bisa pada relate ke tulisan ini. *kalo ngga ya, maapkan*
karena dunia suckish di atas lagi ga terla3u jauh dari gw.
dan semoga ngga deket2 amat juga.
so there, hate this post, love this post, or just ignore it.
and believe me, I'll take quite some time to be brave enough to click the 'PUBLISH' icon.
hahaha...
and surprise?
belom beres ciinnn
ckakakaka
mau ngomong apa lagi ya??
hmm, oia! kalo ada line lagu yang lagi pengen banget gw kasih ke seseorang
that line would be:
"Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along, why can't you see?"
yes, taylor swift-you belong with me. ABG abis.
dan gw emang sengaja ga nyertain bagian 'you belong with me' nya.
karena ngga yakin, si manusia itu emang 'belongs with me'... dan kayanya sih ngga.
saat seseorang belongs with you, dia akan terlihat sangat unik. berbeda. one in a million.
tapi sekarang, dia ngga terlihat seperti si 'one' itu. dia terlihat sooo 'million'. kaya orang2 lain.
malesin. hahaha.
faktor bosen? mungkin.
satu yang gw tahu. momen kaya gini bikin kita jadi munafik.
udah ketauan berengseknya. udah ketauan belangnya.
kita akan terlihat bodoh kalo masih mengharapkan? ya ngga?
seseorang yang menggunakan logika, mostly, will say 'yes'
tapi kenyataannya?
I'm so over it... NOT.
hahahaha.
padahal kalo ada yang nanya
"gimana chel si ituuu?? masihhh??"
gw: "yah ampun , kemana ajah? udah kelaut."
GET REAL.
ya ampunnn.
kembalikan logika saya.
dan emosi sehat saya.
BUTUH. SANGAT.
erh, me out, I guess.
sorry for dumping my feelings here..
feel better, me. you? feel worse? sick? wanna puke?
go on. no offense taken. ckakakaka
'
Monday, October 12, 2009
living the good life
minggu lalu kami barely had KBM
dan sabtu kemaren saia nonton Malam Pagelaran Seni SMAK 1 bersama teman2...
@ Dago Tea House Bandung
best part
tentu sajah...
KERISPATIHHH
ya ampun, sammy makan apaan sik, suaranya bagus bet dah... wkwkwk
bermelannajong ria bersama teman2 dengan suara emas sammy *jiah lebai*
pokonya gitu dehhhh
trus skrg saia sedang dikelilingi baju2 yang belom dimasukkin tas
dan di bawah kaki saia ada tas travel time yang kebuka retsletingnya.
mu ngapain lo chel??
widyawisata with the class of course! yeah
Jogja-Solo akhirnya, setelah diganti sebelumnya rencana Lampung-Jakarta
berhubung gempa beruntun di Sumatera (our prayers with u all, friends) orangtua agak2 rebek gtuh mu biarin kita widyawisata ke Lampung. Jadi yaa, pengalihan tujuan, diambillah Jogja dan Solo. Lucunya, gara2 skul ngecancelnya hanya seminggu sblum hari-H, kena cancellation fee, n ada beberapa DP yang ga bisa dibalikin. otomatis dana jadi kurang. nah, sekolah minta ke travel buat ngatur2 acara gimana caranya biar kita gausa nambah biaya lagi.
dan solusinyaa...
TIDAK ADA KUNJUNGAN INDUSTRI.
artinya sodara2??
KAMI TIDAK ADA TUGAS. ngga kaya widyawisata biasanya.
BANZAAAIII!!
artinya lagi sodara2....
widyawisata (coret)
WISATA MURNI.
this is what I call 'living the good life'
gausa deh inget2 minggu depan beres piknik, sekola menunggu, tugas, ulangan dan PEDC 2009. Ahh well... Live what we're living, right???
soo, let's get the party started... HERE WE COME, BABY!!!
off to Jogja-Solo peeps, I'll be back with a bunch of photos and stories. duh. hwehwe :)
Sunday, September 20, 2009
the Proposal
berkali-kali liat poster The Proposal...
tapi akhirnya nonton juga loohhh... YAY!
ceritanya hari terakhir mid, and I was so sick with those Mid-Test thingie.
Jadiii, saia memutuskan mengajak ibu Yani Parasti untuk nonton the Proposal pulang Mid.
Yes people, just two besties hanging out, watching a chick-flick romantic comedy. hahaha, 'jomblo stuff' banget ngga sih?
ahh, the hell laahhh... filmnya asoy geboy yang jelaas...
this movie is totally the romantic c0medy of the year. yeah, baby. senang sekali saia menontonnya...
super kocak. sekalinya kocak bisa ketawa ngga berhenti2 loh, sampe sakit perut gue... Tapi sekalinya sweet... Oh my, really thankful I didn't watch the movie with a boy, or 'someone else'
GILAA, bikin pengen dipeluk!
super sweet and super funny.
and ryan reynolds is super cute too. hihihi.
okeeii, ceritanya emang ga magnifico banget gituh sih. dengan liat posternya, dan baca taglinenya ("here comes the bribe..")
sebenernya udah bisa nebak banget kok alur cerita dan endingnya.
cuma mencapai endingnya itu loohh, gokil bet dah. chemistry antara Ryan n Sandra juga oke. Jadinya yang nonton ya nyaman2 ajahh, biarpun itu cerita sebenernya sih super klise. and it was a nice laugh, indeed. gw orangnya film = hiburan sih, not a quality movie freak. malah agak ga mudeng sama film2 festival gtuh... kata orang keren, gw pasti malah bingung endingnya. YAAAH, maklumlahhh... anak SMA. people don't mock on teenagers and go like "dasar ABG" or "selera ABG banget sih!" for no reason you know. hoho.
eniweis,
fave scene: dansa huga2 bersama nenek di hutan. totally, like duh.
soo, all in all... if you're looking for a nice laugh, come see this movie. for me, it worth every penny, oops. not penny, maybe... 'cepek-an'. gyahaha *mulai geje*
ciao!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
these distractions
remembering the smell of people close to me
the fact that I don't cry easily because of my own experience, makes it easier to get over
the fact that I DO cry easily for others experience, makes me a more caring less ignorant person
screaming, shouting, yelling
a school-day without having any lessons, just fun activities
the smell of the air from a newly turned on air conditioner
the idea of a guy hugging his girl around her waist from behind to surprise her, it's just sweet.
a sad-ending for fiction novels
a happy ending for television series
a bitter-sweet ending for movies
super sad sentimental songs
super sweet lovey dovey songs
super bitchy songs *especially this one*
the smell of bookstores
rubbing my feet on my bed sheet before I fall to sleep
mozarella cheese
salty food
any food that contains cheese and eggs
seeing a good blood related brother-sister relationships, sweet.
a rather rough yet romantic male voice
noodles. ALL KINDS OF THEM.
the friendly, green yet sophisticated atmosphere of Universitas Indonesia, Depok
rather sentimental love quotes
daydreaming alone, imagining how I want things to be
having a nice girl-talk with my besties
romantic comedy for watching with the girls (or alone)
family comedy for watching alone
and of course, the last but definitely not least
having a new message on my cell and find your name when I press 'open'
***
I once read a really cool writing that said,
we all know that at one point, we'll meet the end of our lives
so basically this whole things that we call as 'life' is just some sort of distractions from that certain end. and that's why people are dying to try to make their own distractions for a nice life.
and those list before, I'll consider them as my distractions
simple things that keep me alive.
simple things that I, simply love.
Friday, September 11, 2009
the confessions of a Disneychannel-junkie
hahaha, I know I know, I've never mentioned anything about Disney *or, have I?* or that I am a big, huge fan of Disney Channel. But, who am I kidding, I REALLY NEED TO WRITE THIS POST! I AM a Disney Channel Junkie, I watch Hannah Montana, from the 1st season till the 3rd season, I hardly ever miss The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, the only Disney's non-cartoon movie that I miss is The Prince and the Pauper, and it's because I FORGOT, not because I wasn't interested. So yes, I am a Disney Channel-freak. haha, take it or leave it peeps, that's me...!
So how can I realize that I am a Disney freak? Well, last Sunday I watched Disney Channel for almost like, the entire day... And that was the best Disney-day ever.
Before I go on, I always call Saturday and Sunday as Disney-days. Because, those two days have Hannah Montana (3!!), Suite Life on Deck, Wizards (new episodes) and Original Movie. Hahaha, yes, I AM a freak.
Back to last Sunday, I watched Hannah Montana, and that was my favorite Hannah Montana episode like, ever! Why, why? Because, they featured David Archuleta!! hahaha, what a minor reason, I know. But then because of that, I knew one song by Miley and David called "I Wanna Know You" and I went straight to the compie and searched for the song, downloaded it and here I am listening to it, OVER AND OVER. hahaha. I am that crazy.
And theeennn, like it wasn't enough, I continued to watch the premiere of Princess Protection Programme, starring Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato. And I quite like the movie...

We don't have to see a hard and complicated thing to learn a good value, sometimes this light and minor entertainment can be a really good teacher too.
So yes, I'm not ashamed of the fact that I'm actually crazy for these Disney stuff... It's entertaining for me. Life is hard already, why don't we chill with these fun and light things once in a while?
Saturday, September 5, 2009
gempa dan Friday
waktu itu gw lagi di tempat les Mafiki, tempatnya di Paskal Hyper Square, dan gw lagi belajar Fisika di lantai 2, tepatnya di kelas yang dindingnya kaca semua. Tau2 goyang kenceng, dan butuh waktu cukup lama buat kita semua untuk 'ngeh'. Awalnya cuma planga-plongo aja liat-liatan satu sama lain, bertanya2 di kepala masing. Baru sadar beberapa menit kemudian, itu beneran gempa! Lari keluar, dan ternyata kita yang terakhir keluar. Semua orang ngga se 'lambat' kita kayanya... Tapi teteup ajah, ini kaki lemes setengah mampus, dan akhirnya duduk juga gw di trotoar sambil doa... Soalnya gw serem banget liat sekeliling masih goyang, lampu jalan, Amnesia... Semua keliatan bergetar2 aja ngga berenti2... I was wondering to myself, how long will this keep going? I'm scared already! Sampe beberapa menit masih ada gempa2 susulan, dan akhirnya... ngga ada yang berani belajar di lantai 2. Kita akhirnya belajar di bawah, tapi teteup ga konsen, akhirnya pulang juga...
Ga jauh2, gw cuma liat ini sebagai peringatan, selama ini Bandung terasa sangaaatt 'aman', hampir ga ada apa2, mungkin kita jadi kurang waspada juga. Udah terbiasa melihat segala sesuatunya terjadi di tempat lain. Selama ini gw juga ngerasa kalo liat berita dan terjadi natural disaster di tempat lain(earthquake, tsunami, anything) gw mungkin cuma peduli di awal2 dan kesananya malah bosan, padahal bayangin berapa ribu orang yang menderita gara2 bencana kaya gitu. Penderitaan mereka ngga berakhir meskipun beritanya udah ngga disiarin lagi... Dan setelah ngerasain sendiri gempa yang cukup gede, I get it, it's not minor. It's drop dead scary. Tuhan pengen kita lebih peduli, itu menurut pandangan gw.
Serem juga efeknya di kota2 yang kena gempa... May God bless us all...
Oke, that was about the earthquake. on the lighter side... akhirnyaaa... GW DAPET JUGA ALBUMNYA RAN!!
Yes peeps, it's RAN's newest album, Friday!
akhirnya, setelah beberapa kali ngejar ke disctarra, dan ngga ada terus... akhirnya... DAPET JUGA!. This album is like the Indonesia album of the year for me... nunggu2 banget dehhh, sayang waktu launchingnya Kamis, ga mungkin pergi, di Jakarta pula... Tapi ga apa-apa dehhh, coz the waiting is over... Now I'm listening to this album over and over again, and I've already found my favorite!
Recommended tracks: Karena Kusuka Dirimu, T.G.I Friday, Piano (feat. Andi Rianto), Jadi Gila!
Bukan berarti yang laen ga oke siihh, tapi ini yang paling paling palinggggg gw suka. Nice work boys!
hehehehe,,,
Sunday, August 30, 2009
this week
it was a roller coaster ride. One day was nice, one day was fun, one day I stayed up almost till dawn to finish my assignments, one day I went to bed so early since I didn't have anything to do, and the others were just plain and standard. that's what you get when you ask a high-school girl. But if you're talking about a country, it won't be the same.
so I was chatting with my friend when this news broke the TV. A Taruna at ATKP Medan died while he was doing his OSPEK (u know that junior-senior thingie). He died with one of his backbone broken, his eyelid was torn and his lips were bleeding. What a tragic thing, especially when it took place in an education body. I thought we are already in a modern age, where everyone has totally understand what is and isn't necessary in education.
Seriously people, do you think you get smarter or more intelligent if you are hit? Because as far as I know, the results are only pain, wounds, and moreover... death.
And for those (so called) senior who hit him and caused his death, well, are you happy now? To see one of your junior die because of your totally childish behavior, and to see his mother actually mourned and cried over her son's body endlessly. If that's your goal then, I congratulate you since your mission seems to be accomplished. And yes, I'm so mad about this news, it's not the first time in our country and the government always say that they have take care about that kind of thing. Which we can see isn't true since the same case happened again, and again, and again. We all know, that kind of institution only accept students with high academic achievement, superior body condition and HUGE brain capability. So we actually lost our best children each time this kind of case happen. Seriously, people. Stop being such a bighead just because you're a senior. It's just so immature.
Next thing is about stealing, copying and plagiarism.
and yes, I was talking about that Malaysia thingie.
I just want to say that, maybe overreacting is the last thing that we need to do right now. No use at all. Why don't we try to make those Malaysian people realize that our country is such a rich country, and their acts just make the world realize how poor they are for not having any culture of their own to be proud of? I'm not saying that we need to remain calm always while our wealth are stolen, no. Still, we need to protect our own culture too, they have stolen enough. Start promoting our treasure to the world, that way they will know who's the owner and who's the thieve right?
So that's all I want to write.
over and out, nite folks.
Monday, August 17, 2009
mellow-jelloww...
perasaan ada banyak banget hal yang lebih patut dan PENTING buat diurusin. catat ya, tolong. LEBIH PENTING.
kenapa kepikirannya doski mulu?
dan begonya lagi, ini jari langsung spontan aja gitu ngeklik blogger buat jadi tempat sampah.
maap ya blogger.
now I sound like a stupid teenager having a major crush. damn. (kaya kaga ajeee... dasar rachel.ckck)
*pic from: quote-book.tumblr.com
hari-hari ini sangat hectic. HWAA.
dengan jadwal yang (menurut gw sihh) udah rada kaya kuda, dimana keluar rumah saat hari masih subuh, dan balik sebelum jam 7 malem terasa anugerah.
dengan ini saya deklarasikan: SAYA BUTUH KEMBALI 100%!
yak yak... sekarang menjalani hidup udah (agak) kaya zombie soalnya. hehehe
dan beberapa hal yang menurut saia bisa membuat saia 100% adalah
- Pesta Rakyat SMAK 1, which is BESOK
2. Libur cukup sehari, tapi diisi dengan hangout gokil bersama teman-teman
Best way to spend a one-day holiday! Libur seminggu tapi cuma makan-tidur di rumah mahh, basi. Ada juga balik ke sekola otaknya beku. Kalo libur sehari doang, apalagi di tengah2 minggu, trus maen gokil2an sama teman sepermainan (AH AH AH) itu refreshing sangat deh. Sayangnya skrg2 ini sekalinya ada libur, pasti udah pada ada aktivitas laen. ckckck.
BTW, saturday doesn't count yah. Itu mah tiap minggu juga adee...
3. 4th PEDC 2009
Yang ini saiah sekalian promosi ah... Jadi ceritanya klub debat saiah: Phyxius Debate Association mengadakan lomba debat di SMAK 1 BPK Penabur. Trus yaa, sebagai tuan rumah, kami mengundang sekola2 laen untuk participate. Dan gw percaya acara ini bakal fun. DI HARI-H NYAAH! tolong dicatat yah.
persiapannya sih, ehm... sedikit ribet ya bok. agak2 bikin males gtu deh. Tapi gw sangat menantikan acara benerannya, wogh, asik aja gtu kayanya. Biasanya kan atmosfir kompetisi debat itu bikin stress gara2 kita yang lomba, naahh, sekarang kita yang ngadain lombanya. Masuk deb's hall kaga ketar-ketir. Ada juga ngeliatin orang ketar-ketir. yeay!
begitulah.
mari berdoa semua hal itu bisa cepat jadi kenyataan. amin. amin. amin.
hehehe.
okee, next thing is. Gw keranjingan sama cowo2 bersuara sexy heyy.
ahahaha, semua cewe juga kali ya, kaga kreatip amat nie gw.
Tapi tapi tapii, gw jadi mpe bikin playlist gtu donk di iPod, yang isinya merupakaann..
James Morrison (tentunyah!)
The Script (super H.O.T)
Rascal Flatts (country sounds nice now, thx to them!)
Jonas Brothers (bagi saia suara Nick itu sexy, menurut anda?)
ahaha, dan teman2 sebangsanya lah.
addicted. TOTALLY.
wkwkwkwk...
udah ah, over and out!
Monday, August 10, 2009
baby can't you see?
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do
I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do
But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.
Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?
And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey what you're doing with a girl like that
She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That i'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.
[Instrumental]
Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me
Can't you see
That i'm the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.
Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?
this song is for...
well, guess who?
hahaha... put the blame on yourself, mister! You're the one who came to my head straight away when I heard this song for the first time. Why do you have to be so memorable anyway?
Friday, August 7, 2009
ketika dia pergi
gw agak ga mau tadinya nulis di sini, but then I guess it's ok.
so, sekitar 3 minggu yang lalu, hari Rabu. gw lagi OL MSN, dan chat sama salah satu temen gereja gw, hal biasa.
tiba2 pembicaraan ngalir...
Dia: "Chel, Senen kemaren ga ikut ke Boromeus?"
Gw: "Nope, Borromeus, ngapain?"
Dia: "Jenguk Pak Rudi..."
Gw: "Pak Rudi, yang di gereja? Dokter? Papinya Samson?"
Dia: "Yep, ga ikut ya lo?"
Gw: "Nope, sakit apa?"
Dia: "Ga sakit, chel... meninggal."
gw kaget. shock.
jari gw diem di atas keyboard beberapa detik. Sampe akhirnya gw loncat dari tempat tidur dan lari ke kamar papa. Nanya ke papa, apa udah tau masalah ini.
Dan papa gw kaget. Ngomong berulang-ulang kalo dia ga percaya. Well, me neither. Gw, papa n mama sama2 liat kalo hari Minggunya beliau masih ke gereja. Tapi buat make sure, gw balik ke laptop dan nanya lagi ke temen gw, further info.
Yang gw dapet?
Beliau meninggal Minggu malem, karena serangan jantung lagi treadmill. Tiba2 jatoh di rumahnya, kecapean menurut orang2. Senin udah diadain kebaktian tutup peti n Selasa dimakamkan.
what a shock.
I won't pretend like I knew him very much, because I didn't. gw cuma tau dia itu temen papa gw, anaknya temen gw, istrinya temen mama gw, kita semua ke gereja yang sama.
And he was so kind and nice. Gw masih inget tiap gw pulang les piano atau pulang gereja, dia pasti nyempetin senyum ato sekedar tanya-tanya gimana kabar gw sama mama di rumah berdua, ato gimana kerjaan papa skrg di Jakarta. Simpel, tapi dengan itu aja gw tau dia baik.
Dia care sama orang, meskipun itu cuma seorang anak remaja yang kebetulan segereja, dan kebetulan juga lewat.
dia juga dokter. A really great one.
Dia mau ngobatin siapa aja, kadang2 free of charge kalo orangnya ga mampu bayar. Gw selalu kagum sama dia karena itu, ga banyak dokter rela kaya gitu di jaman sekarang, saat buat bayar kesehatan itu susah. BANGET.
other thing I know, dia itu salah satu aktivis di Bidang Misi gereja gw.
Dia pake ilmunya di kedokteran buat Misi. Sering banget dia ikutan kegiatan gereja ke pedalaman, kemana-mana, jadi dokter, atau kadang2 ambil bagian juga dalam penyebaran Injil. Pokonya kegiatan misi. Kemana-mana here means: dari pedalaman Jabar, sampe Papua.
Banyak orang yang mau kaya gitu?
I don't think so.
Apalagi seorang dokter spesialis yang bahkan udah punya kerjaan oke dan dibayar oke juga di kota besar. Dia masih mau nyempetin pelayanan yang bisa dibilang, JAUH dari kata enak.
ga banyak yang gw tau tentang dia. Tapi gw rasa itu cukup alasan buat gw kagum sama dia.
dan dia pergi, ninggalin isterinya dan dua anaknya yang bisa dibilang, masih kecil.
gw masih di depan laptop gw, mandangin window MSN gw sama temen gw. Sadar2 pipi gw udah basah, I couldn't believe it then, but I was crying for someone I barely even close to, I thought it was weird. Tapi sekarang gw tau, ga perlu bener-bener kenal dan deket buat merasa kehilangan. Ketika ada sesuatu yang berkesan, itu cukup bikin sedih. Dan gw rasa tangisan gw waktu ga terlalu banyak, buat seseorang yang segitu hebat.
After that I realize, mungkin kata 'kematian' ga sejauh itu. Saat siang2 kita masih sehat walafiat jalan kemana-mana bukan ga mungkin malemnya kita dipanggil Tuhan.
semoga keluarganya yang ditinggalkan dikasih kekuatan.
semoga Bidang Misi yang ditinggalkannya bisa jalan terus, meskipun ga akan selengkap ketika ada dia.
semoga semua orang bisa tetep mengenang dia, dalam sudut paling baik.
he's just too great to forget.
sedikit merasa bersalah karena saat itu gw telat tahu, bahkan hari Senin pas upacara tutup peti, gw malah lagi ngalor ngidul di PVJ, damn.
I wish I could be there, to give my last appreciation for him.
God bless u, Om Rudi... May u rest in peace.
I salute you.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
dan agustus pun tiba...
hahaha, sok sibuk
tapi beneraannn!! ahhh, capai sekali rasanya.
MARI BERSEMANGAT!!
apa tujuan post ini?
saya pun tak tau jawabannya...
esweteee...
Sunday, August 2, 2009
nice stuff!
they are siblings (of course) and a very talented one. so basically, they sing a lotta songs, record it and the brother post it on his YouTube account. Just like so many YouTube artists I guess. But this one, is my new fave after Justin Bieber! (you know that cute boy with his nice R&B-ish voice). And just a nice coincidence, they sing so many songs that I LOVE. (Ne-Yo's Mad, Lucky, Broken Strings, you name it!)
hmm, another reason to love them.
and they are Indonesian. they live in Indonesia.
I mean, those awesome YouTube artists from Indonesia are just rare to find.
but now, they come, and they are Indonesian!
hmm, even better.
hahaha
really think that those music producers should see them, they are just soo amazingly talented.
I have to say, I think they are so much better in quality than most of Indonesian artists nowadays.
downside: seeing their videos, how those siblings sound so good singing together, I ENVY THEM!! I always wanted to have an older bro (I'm the only child) and seeing them, it just makes me want to have and older bro even more!
well, well... anyhow... still I love them!
and wherever you two are, I just want to say that I'm a new fan of yours. you two are soo nicely talented.
and, Gamaliel is kinda cute actually. hoho *TETEUUUPPP*
these are my favorites...
enjoy, folks!
ahh, I can listen to these anyday...
Friday, July 24, 2009
for the sake of our beloved world
ke sekolah jam 6.30, menjalani 10 jam pelajaran
diselingi 2 kali istirahat @ 20 menit
yang (seperti hari-hari lainnya) diisi dengan ketawa-ketiwi, ngeceng sana sini
nyomot makanan, lari-larian di lorong, berusaha ngebalap guru yang udah mau masuk kelas
bel bunyi, jam 2 siang
ngacir deh ke Pascal Study Square, les Matematika
ngerjain soal selama 2 jam, dan akhirnya pulang...
biasanya gw selalu berdua naek angkot kalo pulang dari tempat les sama Yani. Tapi tadi, gw sendiri.
Dan di lampu merah (seperti biasa juga) seorang pengamen cewek nyamperin angkot dan mulai ngegonjreng gitarnya. Dia maen lagu "Heal the World"
Awalnya gw biasa-biasa aja, sibuk sama hape gw di paling pojok angkot, tapi setelah beberapa saat dia maen, I started to realize...
"Wow, she's good..."
dan tumbenan juga tu lampu merah rada lama. gw lupa sama hape gw, dan malah ngerewind lagi segala hal yang gw alami dalam sehari yang standar itu.
gw sekola di sekola swasta Kristen, di mana seharusnya anak-anaknya menganut nilai-nilai Kristiani.
tapi gw inget banget, tadi pagi gw nyuekin seorang anak kelas X yang senyum sama gw. hmm, kemana tuh KERAMAHAN yang selalu digembar gemborin jadi N2K (nilai-nilai Kristiani)?
gw juga hapal banget gimana cara anak-anak sekola gw ngomong... segala kebun binatang dan hal-hal inappropriate lainnya ga ada yang ketinggalan keluar dari mulut... mungkin gw ga ikutan dalam hal ini, tapi tetep aja, it gets me wondering
bukannya harusnya kita jadi teladan?
gw juga inget, gw udah liat temen gw, tapi gw pura2 ga liat. Terlalu gengsi buat nyapa duluan. Kenapa sih? segitu susahnya just being nice?
inget juga gimana seharian ini gw dan temen2 gw maki-maki dan make fun of seorang guru...
wow, apa kabar tuh phrase "hormati yang lebih tua"?
keluar dikit dari gerbang sekolah... di angkot menuju Pascal Study Square
seorang bapak-bapak ngerokok dengan santainya, dengan asal mengepul-ngepul dan ngga ada intention sama sekali untuk (seenggaknya) duduk deket pintu ato apalah.
ga bermaksud buat manja, tapi some people (like me) can't stand the smell of smoke. Pusingnya ga ilang2 gtu sampe gw nyampe di Pascal.
dan saat ud beres, dia buang puntung rokoknya gitu aja dengan ngelempar ke pintu.
ga mikir gimana kalo tu puntung meleset dan kena ke orang yang duduk deket pintu (which was ME!)
dan beres les, saat gw lagi jalan di tempat angkot ngetem, deket Ariyanti n Istana Plaza
a bunch of men actually do something that I think, inappropriate.
Suit-suit, ngomong2 hal-hal yang ga perlu.
Mungkin semua cewe yang biasa naek public transportation ud biasa kali ya sama hal beginian, tapi gw jadi bertanya lagi...
perlu ya kaya gitu?
hmmm... begitulah kira-kira hari gw yang standar.
dan dengan lagu Heal the World itu, gw jadi sadar.
gw dan temen-temen semua, kita adalah generasi muda dunia ini. Kita yang harus buat perubahan. mulai dari diri sendiri.
be nice, it won't hurt that much.
mind your attitude, it shows people how much you worth.
besides, you're the role model for those people younger than you.
give some credits to people older, especially our teachers. they do something noble, right?
you're not the only person in this world, so please, do care about other people.
respect everyone, treat them the way you want to be treated.
semuanya simpel kok, asal mau melakukan.
make the world a better place for living.
for the sake of our kids, and our grandkids... and all of the world's next generations.
dan tiba-tiba klakson-klakson mobil mulai balap gede2an suara lagi.
lampu merah udah ganti jadi lampu ijo. sang musisi jalanan udah ilang.
tapi dia ninggalin momen yang berarti buat gw.
bikin hari gw yang standar, jadi sedikit berarti di ujungnya.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Harry Potter and The Half-Blod Prince
Oia, before that, first things first lah yaa... I am a HUGE fan of Harry Potter saga
and that's why I always expect something major from the movie...
tapiii...
harus kukatakan
film HarPot and The Half Blood Prince ini, sorry to say
jauh di bawah ekspektasi gw...
okelah yaa, special effect and stuff like that nya oke.
tapii, film itu juga ttg cerita.
dan dari cerita fantasy yang magical film ini malah berubah jadi kaya film berisi a bunch of young wizards with nothing to concern about other than their love life.
and one of them happens to be the boy who lived.
adoohh, porsi cinta2annya itu bener2 kebanyakan... huhuhu...
major storynya itu kan harusnya ya Harry Potter harus menyelamatkan dunia sihir dari Voldemort dan Death Eaters.
reality: Harry Potter dan siswa Hogwarts lainnya adalah penyihir remaja yang lagi kasmaran kompakan, semuanya bingung sama kecengannya masing2. Dan Harry juga ngeceng geje adik temennya. Kalo lagi luang n ga ada kecengannya, Harry bantuin Dumbledore nyelametin dunia sihir.
dan ada beberapa adegan romance yang aneh.
kaya Ginny ngebenerin tali sepatunya Harry,
err, where was that coming from, anyone??!
krik krik krik. Gw melihat adegan itu udah melongo aje dengan berbisik "Lho...?"
??? Gosh...
terlalu banyak hal-hal penting dan krusial yang di-cut di film ini, dan LEBIH BANYAK lagi adegan-adegan ga penting yang bahkan ga ada di buku, tau2 muncul di film.
dan terlalu banyak adegan yang mancing tawa.
ya ngga salah sih kalo mau bikin cerita ini sedikit berwarna komedi, tapi yaaa... tolong diingat, mulai dari buku ke-5, ceritanya udah mulai lebih 'gelap', jadi yaa... ga seharusnya porsi komedinya sebanyak 'itu'. Lavendernya juga sedikit lebai nih ahh... lucu, tapi... err...
ow.ow.ow
ga nyangka gw bakal ngomong kaya gini ttg Harry Potter.
I have to say, so lucky they already got a huge fanbase, if they did something like this on the first movie, we won't have this massive movie called "Harry Potter" saga.
yah nevertheless, I'm still a HUGE fan of the story, the books.
the movie? not so big from now on, I guess... :p
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
mengalihkan duniaa...
but I read this in the book, Rectoverso...
and, damn, I love it!
Curhat Untuk Sahabat
Dewi Lestari
"...Tak ada yang muluk dari obat flu dan air putih. Tapi kamu mempertanyakannya seperti putri minta dibuatkan seribu candi dalam semalam."
Sahabatku, usai tawa ini
Izinkan aku bercerita:
Telah jauh, ku mendaki
Sesak udara di atas puncak khayalan
Jangan sampai kau di sana
Telah jauh, ku terjatuh
Pedihnya luka di dasar jurang kecewa
Dan kini sampailah, aku disini...
Yang cuma ingin diam, duduk di tempatku
Menanti seorang yang biasa saja
Segelas air di tangannya, kala kuterbaring... sakit
Yang sudi dekat, mendekap tanganku
Mencari teduhnya dalam mataku
Dan berbisik : "Pandang aku, kau tak sendiri,
oh dewiku..."
Dan demi Tuhan, hanya itulah yang
Itu saja kuinginkan
Sahabatku, bukan maksud hati membebani,
Tetapi...
Telah lama, kumenanti
Satu malam sunyi untuk kuakhiri
Dan usai tangis ini, aku kan berjanji...
Untuk diam, duduk di tempatku
Menanti seorang yang biasa saja
Segelas air di tangannya, kala kuterbaring... sakit
Menentang malam, tanpa bimbang lagi
Demi satu dewi yang lelah bermimpi
Dan berbisik : "Selamat tidur, tak perlu bermimpi bersamaku..."
Wahai Tuhan, jangan bilang lagi itu terlalu tinggi
Along with that song, come a story with the same title... like every other song in that book (One of them is her famous single, "Malaikat Juga Tahu") And the story is a whole other thing.
Still, so damn good.
Rectoverso, highly recommended!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
pipi saia bisa copot
komentar semua orang: "Chel, lo lagi seneng ya?"
the answer is... "YEAAA, PEOPLE, hallooo, can I make it anymore obvious?"
HAHAHA
tu kan, keluar lagi. ketawa tiba2, ga jelas
kenceng, mending kalo merdu.
well, well.. euphoria here, obviously
thanks to you... :p and I don't believe you know who you are
but seriously, I'm addicted to your chocolate high... ^^
senyum2 lagi ahhh...
Friday, July 17, 2009
another sad day for the country...
hmm, yaya... gw denger waktu lagi di skola, dikasi tau Pa Handiman yang saat itu lge ngajar Mat...
kali ini yang jadi korban adalah 2 hotel bertaraf internasional yang bisa dibilang cukup mewah...
Ritz n Marriot
well, well.. siapa yang nyangka Kuningan mesti kena bom (lagi)?
jujur gw kecewa banget sama insiden ini soalnya
- Indo baru terasa sedikit 'aman' karena udah ngga ada bom selama taun 2009 ini, eh tau2... spoke too soon I guess..
- MU batal dateng ke Indo... alasan keamanan yang menurut gw sangat logis sih. Bayangin calon hotel yang bakal mereka tinggalin kena bom, siapa yang ngga serem...?
- Image makin buruk, buruk, BURUUKKK
- Tentu saja, last but definitely not least... makan korban lagi.
Whatever it is, tetep, ngga afdol rasanya kalo gw belum nyinggung pelakunya.
Dari dulu sampai sekarang gw ga pernah ngerti pikiran para pelaku bom itu. Secara ga langsung mereka bikin nama negara jadi jelek, mereka ngorbanin banyak orang, mereka rusak bangunan n obyek wisata, mereka nurunin devisa negara. Apa sih keuntungannya? Apakah mereka happy, puas setelah ngeliat korban yang sekarat, terlantar, menderita, berdarah-darah di trotoar. Antara hidup dan mati. Padahal salah apa mereka? Mereka cuma pergi kerja kaya biasanya, ke bank, kantor ato hotel yang ada di sana, yang KEBETULAN deket sama lokasi inceran orang2 ini... Mereka cuma lewat dan tiba-tiba mereka harus sekarat.
Barusan gw liat berita, seorang korban WNA yang terlantar di trotoar. Dia berdarah-darah. Bajunya udah dilepas dan kebayang betapa perih badannya, harus berbaring di tandu darurat di trotoar SIANG-SIANG. Timothy McKay, Presiden Direktur Holcim Indonesia, WNA asal New Zealand. Dia awalnya mungkin masih numb, dia bisa kontrol diri. Tapi liat orang-orang panik, dan rasa sakit yang mulai balik, dia juga jadi histeris kayanya. Dan dia harus tahan sekarat begitu di trotoar jalan, sampai akhirnya bisa dibawa orang ke RS. Akhirnya dia meninggal dunia di rumah sakit Medistra, setelah penderitaannya. gw liat video di mana dia kesakitan di trotoar, damn, gw gemetar.
Apa salah dia? Cuma karena kebetulan dia ada breakfast meeting di sana?
Ada lagi seorang pegawai bank yang pagi itu dianter papanya buat ngantor di Panin Bank dareah Kuningan situ juga. Dia baru aja tiba, saat bom itu kejadian. Papanya udah melesat ke kantornya sendiri. Dia harus kejatohan kaca di kepala dan leher. Masih numb dan dikendaliin panik, dia untungnya sober enough, bisa nyetop taksi sendiri dan kabur ke RS. Di sana dia baru kontak lagi papanya. Setelah ditangani baru dia histeris, shock. Yaiyalah.
Sounds a bit lucky huh? Dia berhasil ditangani paramedis tepat waktu. Tapi tetep, apa salah dia? Dia cuma mau ngantor, kenapa harus dikagetkan sama sesuatu yang mengerikan gitu?
Itu cuma sedikit dari beberapa fakta seputar kejadian bom ini.
Yang gw tahu ini juga belum tentu bener.
Tapi ada yang gw yakin bener, beberapa orang di sana luka dan bahkan meninggal tanpa melakukan apa-apa.
Yang jelas MU udah dipastikan ga bakal ke Indo. Ngga ngerti bakal siapa lagi yang takut ke Indo karena alasan keamanan dan terorisme kaya gini. Satu hal ajah... Apa sih keuntungannya kalo udah kaya gini?
kenapa masih tetap ada aja segelintir orang yang tega?
Ini jelas merugikan negara, dan masyarakat. Indeed.
Hope those people do realize that.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Drag Me To Hell
HARAM JADAH
yaolooo, mimpi ape gw bisa nonton pilm begituannn?
jadi ceritanya, pulang dari rapat PDA... gw berdua sama eteph meluncur ke BTC buat nonton...
tadinya niat mu nonton Garuda Di Dadaku, tapi sold out
akhirnya daripada sayang udah keburu di situ, yaudah aja nonton film laen yang available
dan akhirnya nonton Drag Me To Hell deee...
FYI aja deh yaa, selama nonton itu, gw sibuk nutupin mata
tapi penasaran
akhirnya buka mata lagi
tapi serem jadi tutup lagi
AMPUN MAMIII!!
tobat dah tu pilm....
gamau lagi nonton film horror...
*bahkan ngereview ceritanya juga ga niat gw... heeeuuhhh
banyaaakkkk yang mu diceritakan
so what am I gonna do??
well, well...
a lotta posts maybe?
hahaha, let's see sajah lah yaa...
soalnya gw pengen nyeritainnya di post2 yang berbeda hahayyy
so, be ready guys!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
bored to death.. damn
lagi sekolah minta lubur, lagi libur minta sekolah...
ahhhhhh... I'm bored to death, really!
rapor udah dibagi, daftar ulang udah beres, urusan gw dan tetek bengek sekola laennya udah beres..
too bad bonyok gw blum bisa ke mana-mana, masih kerja.
DAMN
artinya tiap hari gw bangun, mama pergi, gw sarapan
...dan gatau lagi mau ngapain...
but u know, my current fave activity is..
nyalain laptop di atas tempat tidur sekitar jam 8-11, buka facebook n google trus nyalain TV, nonton MTV or [V] Channel
mantengin MTV Breakfast Club (yg diterusin MTV Hits or Y2K hits) ato Double Shot n [V] tunes
jadi bisa dibilang, gw bakal nemu 'harta karun'
lagu-lagu enak taun 2000-2009, atau lagu-lagu paling baru-spankin' new
begitu nemu yang oke, boom! langsung aja ketik di google, search, download... voila!
dapet lagu baru
hahaha, pembajak sejati, I know I shouldn't be doing this, tapi saia hanya orang biasa, pelajar biasa, ga tahan gratisan.
hahaha, ntar kalo udah punya penghasilan sendiri, janji deh bakal beli yang original, serius!
hoho
tapi sayangnya non-stop videos itu ga sepanjang hari, di atas jam 11 udah ga ada lagi... jadi gw bingung lagi mau ngapain
kemaren-kemaren masih bisa chat ma temen2
hari ini?
well, bisa dibilang hampir semua temen gw udah off to vacation
hixhixhix... tinggallah gw di bandung sendiri
oiaa! salah satu hasil pencarian harta karun gw di MTV Breakfast Club:
this soundtrack of "Confessions of a Shopaholic"
the title is Stuck With Each Other by Shontelle feat Akon
one of my favorites!
lagunya tuh lucu, kata2nya emang ngga romantis2 gimanaaa bngd, yet it is still sweet, in its own way
beatnya, yahh typical pop R&B biasa lahh... tipe2 ngga ngebosenin buat didenger seharian.
delicious!
buat yang niat buat ngedonlod jugaa, here's the link
Shontelle feat Akon - Stuck With Each Other
bagian favorit gw:
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin I can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Yes, we belong here
baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
see what I mean?
the idea of saying "stuck with each other" sounds cool to me, it's like the casual way to say "we belong together", don't you think?
the point is I'm playing this song on my iTunes over and over and over and over again! hoho
selain lagu ini, gw juga nemu seorang cowo bernama Daniel Merriweather, new comer
mungkin udah pada tau ya, dy dan lagunya "Change", itu diputer terus2an di MTV..
and I mean it, TERUS-TERUSAN (OMG, gw bner2 kebanyakan nonton TV)
don't get me wrong, it's not like I hate the song
in fact, the song is pretty good... He has a nice voice indeed
kalo lo suka John Legend, harusnya suka si Daniel Merriweather ini
penasaran juga? here's the link
Daniel Merriweather feat Wale - Change
okeee, selain barang-barang baru.. kembali ke selera all time gw...
JAMES MORRISON
uwaaa... that guy! Sulit untuk melupakanmu suamikuuu... *ngarep*
yah, yah... suaranya teteup seksi
and I LOVEEE his new single Please Don't Stop the Rain
agaiinn, typical lah, sebagaimana lagunya James Morrison pada umumnya. Mungkin bedanya, di lagu ini agak sedikit 'band' ngga se-silent You Make It Real.. still, nice!!
ahh, Mr. Morrison, you sure have one special spot in my heart... ahhhh *najisss*
okeee, khusus yang ini, berhubung Pak Morrison itu cinta mati saia, ga kasih linknya yaaa... biar pada beli albumnya!
beli ya, Songs for You, Truths for Me by James Morrison
*haha, ngaco aj gw, gw jga ngedonlod kok*
haha, pada dasarnya gw males nyari lagi... hehehe
another TV stuff, so I watched HBO last night
gw liat review sebuah film berjudul "Rocket Science" siang-siang dan liat jadwal penayangannya... Lucky me, tadi malem ada...
tadinya yang bikin gw tertarik adalah adanya unsur debat di dalem film itu
sebelumnya, kayanya gw better ceritain dulu sinopsisnya
jadi ada seorang cowo, freshman yang gagap setengah mampus, saking gagapnya dy sampe ngga bisa pesen pizza di kantin skolanya. Suatu kali, seorang cewe bernama Ginny- bintangnya debaters di sekolanya ngedatengin dy dan nawarin buat jadi partner cewe itu di kompetisi debat se-New Jersey. Aneh karena cowo ini gagap, malah ditawarin jadi debater... and the story goes sampe akhirnya cowo ini jatuh cinta ama si Ginny tapi sayangnya Ginny ternyata cuma manfaatin dy doang. cliche.
but that's not the point, tadinya gw pikir film ini bakal sangat kental nuansa debatnya, tipenya "The Great Debaters"... ternyata, jaauuuhhh. Di film ini debat cuma digambarkan seperti sebuah kompetisi ngomong dengan kecepatan tingggi dan debaternya hanya orang2 yang mulutnya udah kaya machine gun sampe impossible buat nangkep poin2nya. Ngga kaya "The Great Debaters" yang bener2 nampilin suasana debat, atmosfernya, gimana cara menyampaikan poin dan menghancurkan poin. Dan sometimes, ngomongnya gausa cepet BANGET gitu juga...
not a bad movie, but it was just so BIZARRE for me...
hahaha, gw bukan tipe orang yang suka nonton film festival gtu sihh, gw ga pernah bisa suka film-film yang katanya jebolan Cannes or other festivals like that.
seleranya masih komersil, just face it... hehe
okeeee, enough on those TV stuff... liburan masih panjang
liburan sama keluarga belum pasti mau ke mana sihh... *ralat* belum pasti bakal ke mana-mana
yahhh, smoga kerjaan bonyok gw bisa beres lebih cepet n bisa liburan, I really need that...
some activities to fill this holiday:
-Retreat Remaja Hosanna 25-27 Juni
-MOS anak2 baru (yaiyalah yaa, masa anak2 lama) mulai bulan Juli
-ngomongin promosi PDA, kapan niehh Jebbb?? I really need to go out...!!
(alamat rapat stngh jam jalan-jalan 2 jam niehh...)
-Latian dance? hoho, bole2.,,
gatau lagi
ahhh, kalo udah bener2 gila bisa2 reunian lagi nieehhh... wkwkwk... *eh pada liburan ga ya?*
well, well.. I guess that's all for now folks... Sebelum makin geje aje nie blog
hahaha, wish u a nice vacation friends... for those of you who don't go anywhere during this holiday.. well, we're on the same side, I guess.. wkwkwk *dunno what to say*
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
kelas X resmi selesaaiii...
gimana hasilnya?
well, well.. lumayan...
target gw pas beres semester 1 tercapaii!
tapi gw paling 'abu-abu' kalo udah masa-masa kaya gini... antara mau seneng2 kalo nilainya memuaskan, tapi sedih juga gara2 ada temen2 yang ngga naek bersama-sama..
hmmhh, shit happens guys..
keep the faith!
komentar lainnya tentang kenaikan kelas: PEMUTAKHIRAN DATA
alias daftar ulang
bookkk, mahal bener yak!
ortu gw ampe mencak-mencak aje liat jumlah biayanya... MAHAALLL
jumlah nol-nya sampe 6 gituh... aduhaduhhh
heuheu... sekola itu mahal teman-teman mari bersekola dengan baik...
hehehe...
oke, oke udah gitu..
ada lagi penjurusan... Yeah!
momok paling menakutkan bagi anak2 kelas X di manapun berada...
akhirnya gimana jurusan saia?
di rapor sih ditulisnya IPA... tapii, kayanya saia lebih tertarik IPS deh,.,,
jadii... hehehe... *ketawa geje*
dan setelah gw baca-baca lagi postingan ini... kayanya kok one-liner banget yah?
ga ada elaborasi sama sekali...
heuhhh, sbelum tambah geje.. disudahi sajah dulu yapp
hehehe, ciao!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
reuniaaannn...
9E, kelas gw waktu kelas 9 di SMPK 1... kelas yang wild, crazy fun tapi juga rajin (kadang-kadang) hehehe..
gimana reuniannya?
RAME.BANGET.GILA.KALI.LO.PAKE.NANYA
itu acara last minute banget, tapi lucunya banyak yang bisa ikut.. semalem sebelumnya Dianna si KM linglung yang nelpon2in orang2... tapi akhirnya pada mau, dan jadilah kami MENGGUNCANG CIWALK! yeaahhh...
ngumpul pertama di depn Starbucks jam stngh 12 siang, udah langsung menarik perhatian... duduk di steps depan Ciwalk padahal jelas2 ada tanda kuning gede "TERIMAKASIH TIDAK DUDUK DI AREA INI"
well, well.. peraturan ada untuk dilanggar bukan?
hehehe, udah gitu kita ke XXI, beli tiket buat nonton. Berhubung dikejar waktu juga, akhirnya kita milih film yang jamnya tepat, bukan yang pengen ditonton...
kita akhirnya mutusin buat nonton Under World, jam 14.05
saat itu udah jam 13.15
oke, kalo cepet kita sempet makan dulu.
Tapi rencana tinggal rencana sodara2, pas lagi jalan ke daerah tempat makan, ada aja gitu distractionnya. Ke yogya dulu beli cemilan, mampir dulu di toko yang jual pernak-pernik buat scrapbook, dan kita end up jam 13.40 baru nyampe di Texas.
Pesen makanan, cuci tangan dan tetek bengeknya. Baru deh mulai makan.
And guess what? Kita baru bener-bener beres dan keluar dari Texas jam 14.05.
Hyaaa, mulai deh gilanya keluar. Kita 20 orang lari-lari dari Texas di luar ke lantai 4 Ciwalk, udah gitu sempet-sempetnya pada ke WC dulu. MANTAABB.
dan kami berakhir di theater 4: Under World
dengan sangat telat tentu saja, mana 20 orang ini ngotot banget tiketnya (yang panjang bener) itu ngga boleh dipisah2... Udah gitu kebayang aja dong, teaternya udah gelap, film udah mulai, 20 orang masuk dan nyari tempat duduk. Satu kata: riweuh.
Maapkan ya yang kemaren nonton Under World di XXI Ciwalk jam 14.05, sedikit terganggu akan kedatangan kami. Ga maksud kok, beneran! hehehe...
Oke, now, about the movie...
weeww, believe me, kalo ngga mau end up confused, jangan nonton nie film.
Udah rameee banget filmnya, seru, sadis, bunuh2an... eh, endingnya tidak dimengerti.
Tau ngga sih jenis ending yang bisa bikin pas lampu bioskop nyala semua noleh ke kanan-kiri dengan pertanyaan yang sama
"gwe ga ngerti endingnya, ada yang bisa jelasin ke gw kenapa bisa kaya gitu?"
dan ternyata menurut penjelasan temanku si Adiel, tuu pilm udah seri 3 dari Under World, tapi yang gw tonton kmrn itu kaya prequelnyaa.. Jadi kalo diurutin berdasarkan ceritanya seri Under World itu: 3-1-2 ... gitu, heeuh, ribet amat sih, banyak gaya deeehh! Bikin bingung aja.
Naah, udah gitu beres nonton kita jalan lagi ke depan Starbucks tempat kita pertama ketemu.
buat apa???
Buat poto2 tentu sajah...
hehehe
Udah gitu pas lagi poto-poto kita ketemu sama temen sekolah, yang lucunya lagi reunian juga.. Hahaha, akhirnya gamau rugi, kita tuker2an jasa saling motretin dehh.. hehe
Pasti orang2 yang lewat bingung ngeliatnya, ada 2 grup besar lagi poto2 tapi potografernya tuker2an... bener-bener. satu kata: autis.
sayang potonya gw blom dapet, ada di kamera temen gw semua.. hehe, nanti kalo udah dapet semua potonya bakal gw upload k sini deh, pasti! heheh... *berasa ditungguin banget potonya*
naah, puas poto2 kita jalan2 lagi. Tapi tau2 ujan mulai rintik-rintik gitu.. akhirnya bbrp temen yang naek motor pulang duluan deh, sebelum hujannya tambah gede. Sisanya, jalan ke Avenue Pizza! Woww, makan ronde kedua.
Tapi udah keburu masuk kita baru nyadar, budget terbatas.
akhirnya apa yang kami lakukan?
well, kami pesan 1 large cheese fries
dan satu loyang New York Style Pizza 18"
untuk 15 orang. Hahaha... prok prok prok
gw bingung ini hemat ato pelit yaa??
berhubung potongan pizzanya cuma 8, ga akan cukup buat ber-15... akhirnya tu slices yang udah kecil dipotong lagi aja donk, dibagi2...
hasilnya? Ga banget... kalo kata orang sunda maa, RUJIT PISAN.
udah gitu Cheese Friesnya juga terbatas, jadi piringnya kita edarin, ada 3 ronde total tuu kentang kita makan. Jadi cuma dapet 4 buah kentang, kalo hoki itu juga.
TRAGIS
tapii, maklum ajalah yaa, berhubung harga patungannya juga: Rp. 8000 sajah! wkwkwk...
Udah pelit, kita masih juga ngerepotin si mbak2 Avenue, minta poto-poto... hohoho...
maapkan maapkan
udah gitu beneran aja, ujan gede banget... kita stuck di Avenue sampe sejam kemudian dan baru bisa mulai jalan jam 6 sore...
to sum up, it was a really nice, crazy and fun reunion!
sure made me realize that I miss 9E soo much..
sayang kita udah mencar2, ga bisa sering2 maen lagi... well, ntar pas lagi pada balik semua kita ngumpul2 lagi dehhh, okeeee???
hahaha, heart u guys all, 9E forever!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
karena Juni akhirnya datang
well, karena begitu menyentuh Juni, ga ada kepastian apakah DIA akan tetap ada...
seperti ini..
seperti sekarang...
dan gw takut, takut gw udah terbiasa...
soalnya yang ngenalin gw sama comfort zone ini.
But let us see this problem without being such a melancholic freak.
Oke, oke... Senin udah Final Test, dan gw pengen bisa menahan diri gw untuk ga OL (at least pake kompie, hape? ga janji)
makanya meskipun belum resmi nyentuh Juni, gw mending mulai nyinggung ini skrg.
Karena, siapa yang tahu? mungkin Juni udah tanpa DIA?
soo, gw mau menutup dengan 2 judul lagu
berikut sepenggal liriknya...
2 lagu yang sukses bikin gw kepikiran selama masa-masa pra-Juni ini...
Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more
maybe it's just my imagination
...
maybe I just gotta get next to you
Jordin Sparks-Next to You
Drew talks to me
I fake a smile so he won't see
....
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
the kind of flawless I wish I could be
Taylor Swift - Teardrops on my Guitar
dan kenapa gw merasa harus menulis 2 lirik ini?
well,
simply... karena gw harus merasa 'sedikit' plong
saat sadar bahwa Juni mungkin tak ada lagi DIA
Friday, May 29, 2009
hari terakhir belajar di kelas...
jadi ceritanya hari ini udah hari terakhir belajar di kelas X
Senen ntar udah TAS (Test Akhir Semester)
hmm, yaya... gw tau posting sebelumnya aja baru ngomongin Pra TAS dan skrg udah mau TAS lagi. Jangan salahkan saia, saia hanya seorang blogger yang ngereview ke blog. Saia juga otaknya uidah camour aduk nieh. Ahhh, sudahlahhhh.... Que Sera-Sera mode on...
Sooo... di hari terakhir belajar di kelas X ini apa yang terjadii?
hmm, basically nothing.
Sama aja tuh kaya hari-hari lainnya (ato gw curiga anak2 ga ada yang nyadar itu terakhir kali kita belajar sebagai classmate..)
Ehhhm, tapi kayanya ada beberapa hal deh yang beda.... Contohnyaaa...
1. Hari ini guru-guru garing... ( Chocolatos, emang beda! Hahahaha,,, yang bisa tebak itu kalimat keluar dari sapa dapet 100)
2. Hari ini terasa santai... Kaya pelajaran BK yang cuma muter2 ngeliatin kemungkinan profesi dikaitin sama prestasi akademik. Udah gitu pulangnya jam 10.50 gara2 rapat guru
3. Hari ini kita poto2 geje di kelas. Thanks to ibu Cha2 yang siap sedia dengan kameranya, menjadi sie dokumentasi...
4. Hari ini tiba2 kedengeran rencana buat refreshing kelas. (HARUS JADI! AWAS LO SEMUA KALO NGGA JADI!) ahahaha...
Dan hari ini resmi menjadi hari terakhir saia bersama X-D.
And what I mean here as "hari terakhir" is the last day to study in our classroom, with X-D classmates... Gw juga tau ntaran pasti masih ketemu2 lagi. tapi kalo untuk belajar dan bener2 sekelas, last day, baby... So this post is basically something to remind me about my class.
X-D, kelas ketiga sebelah kiri di lantai satu kalo lo masuk lewat basement, atau kelas kedua di kanan kalo lo masuk dari lobby. Di ruangan itu gw belajar, bermain, bernarsis, curhat, nangis, ketawa, sakit perut, nyalin PR, apapun... selama setahun ini. Dan emang bner, waktu itu ngga kerasa.
Karena rasanya baru kemaren kita semua ngumpul tanpa bicara dan tanpa kata... Gengsi buat ngajak kenalan satu sama lain duluan.
Rasanya masih jelas banget saat2 kita semua baru nyicip yang namanya MOS, mempermalukan diri sendiri bareng dengan segala jenis bangkong, dan tarian2 geje lainnya.
Rasanya belum lama kita pertama kali diamuk guru, sampe kelas kita ditinggal...
kita maen di Pangandaran, berSPORA ria... balik ke Bandung dengan kulit gosong, perih, ngelupas. Pokonya jelek.
pertama kali nerima nilai ulangan, di masa-masa yang kita sebut 'adaptasi' dan tertawa getir bersama saat menyadari nilai kita ancur... sangat.
kita ribet sama foto kelas, pindah2 lokasi. Sampe akhirnya kita keliling dunia! hahaha
Kita foto2 di kelas... kadang sembunyi2, kadang terang2an...
Kita gosip bareng2,,, entah gosipin apaan
Kita curhat2an, tentang cowo,,. tentang cewe... Kadang kita maki2, kadang kita ketawain, kadang kita nangis... Sampai ada salah satu 'teroris' yang ngeliat, dan mulai bikin jokes2 aneh.
cukup buat bikin air mata kita males keluar lagi, kalah sama senyum
Kita terobsesi sama kata 'pisan' dan 'ajah'
Kita terobsesi sama konsep 'touch' and 'defense'
Kita terobsesi sama kata 'naaaaa'
Kita punya masalah antara satu sama lain, kita ngomel ke yang laen lewat sms
Kita berusaha mati-matian nutupin suara hape temen, kalo accidentally kepencet, or terima telepon, or something else
Kita melakukan hal-hal simpel, yang terlihat minor dan mungkin konyol...
tapi kita melakukan itu karena kita sayang... sayang sama kelas kita
Sayang sama X-D
mungkin bukan ruangannya yang paling panas
yang langit2nya sempet bolong
yang ACnya ga pernah bisa sukses beroperasi selama lebih dari satu bulan
yang tuts keyboard komputer gurunya dituker2
yang penuh poster ga jelas
Tapi kita, 36 siswa + WK
kita yang beda-beda tapi saling melengkapi, membentuk satu puzzle bernama X-D
another picture to adore in SMAK 1
apapun yang udah kita lakukan, apapun yang udah kita alami...
Kadang kita saling bully,
saling ngehina
saling bete-betean
saling nyolot-nyolotan
tapi kita juga saling tahu
ngga ada yang serius, ga ada yang nyata di sana
karena kita tahu, kita ngga romantis
kita ngga harus berlembut ria untuk menunjukkan pertemanan kita
kita cukup sensitif, untuk tau apa yang tersembunyi di balik semuanya...
Those moments, terrible to sweet. Tapi teteup aja, itu warnanya tahun pertama gw di SMA. Dan gw suka.
Sooo, I heart you guys...
1. Andreas Bagas Wicaksana ^deas^
2. Carolina Saputra ^Olin^
3. Christiana ^Kikis^
4. Christy Yanuar ^CT^
5. Cyndie Glennisa ^Bie^
6. Daniel Christianto ^Udik^
7. Ferlina Samuel ^Ein^
8. Fernando Gratia ^Jambi^
9. Gideon Kristoporus ^Sayuti^
10. Grace Sianti ^Cha^
11. Ivan ^Ucok^
12. Jeanny Tiffany ^Jenay^
13. Jessica Gunawan ^Jegun^
14. Jessy Septiani ^Jci^
15. Joseph Christian ^Seph^
16. Keni Kornelius Mardira ^Keni^
17. Klency Lyman Lembono ^Ke-lency^
18. Linda Setiawan ^Nda^
19. Mariana Eunike ^Ke^
20. Melvin ^melvin^
21. Michael Januar ^Mek^
22. Michelle Ridwan Handoyo ^Chelle^
23. Nancy ^Nancy^
24. Nidya Christina Sanjaya ^Nidz^
25. Rachel Lindro ^Chel^
26. Raisa Meylani ^Isa^
27. Regina ^Gina^
28. Renaldi Santoso ^Aldi^
29. Rosiana Vania ^Ochie^
30. Ryandinova ^oedin^
31. Sally ^ms. cantik... haha^
32. Samuel ^Samu^
33. Stephani ^Teph^
34. Vincentius Ryan ^SPG^
35. William Renaldi Limanjaya ^Ucul^
36. Yoan Elfina Litani ^YoYo^
the year we passed together, was the moments to remember for a lifetime. Thanks for the wonderful, crazy, im-freaking-possible to forget moments...!!!
Monday, May 18, 2009
ketika otak terlalu lama didera..
Semua lagi geje, latian udah beres, akhirnya semua bereksperimen dengan instrumen musiknya masing2... Yang maen drum gebak gebuk geje, yang maen gitar genjrang genjreng geje, yang maen piano tung tang ting tung geje... Berhubung satu2nya alat yang saia pegang cuma microphone, yaa, masa mic nya mu digetok2 ke dinding... Ga bisa dipake ngapa2in tu mic... Akhirnya jadi observer sejati deh, ngeliatin tingkah teman2 di sekitar...
dan saia pun memperhatikan Daniel yang tadinya maen hape, ngambil gitar dan mendekati mic yang nganggur di stand. Dia mainin satu irama jazz keren, sambil nyanyi...
"Still a friend of mine, ohh still a friend of mine..."
*saia terkesima sejenak*
Whoaaa, prok prok prok... Daniel terlihat keren saat itu. KEREEEENNNN BANGET. But, wait not so fast. Lihat dulu kelanjutannya...
"Masih temen gue, oohhh masih temen gueee..."
"Keneh batur aing, oohhh keneh batur aing..."
"Watashi no tomodachi, oohhh watashi no tomodachi..."
"Wo de pengyou, oohhh wo de pengyou..."
*GUBRAK, GEDUMBRANG, KROMPYAAANGGG*
ehm, kayanya gausa di-translate gitu juga sih, Niel...
ya ampyuns, apa gw ditakdirkan untuk ga melihat teman2 sekelas gw dengan keren ya?
hyah, ngerusak image lo sendiri aja lo, Niel... parah ah!
Cerita lainnya...
Hmmm...
oia!
GWE KEMAREN BENERIN GENTENG!
gyahaha, penting ya??
penting dong, buat gw, pengalaman pertama naek2 ke genteng nie... Ujan udah rintik2, gw baru balik dari les piano. Eh, papa gw tiba2..
Papa: "Rachel, genteng kayanya geser deh.."
Gwe : "Ohh, terus?"
Papa: "Naek sana, benerin yuk!"
Gwe : "Ehm, pa?"
Tapi akhirnya, gw mau juga naek, penasaran booo... Meskipun endingnya tangan, kaki gw item ketutup debu... Baju gatel2 pula, yasudlah yaa, pokonya gw udah tau caranya ngebenerin genteng... Jadi ternyata gentengnya geser2 gitu, kurang solid rangkaiannya. Akhirnya gwe tepok2 aja deh, dengan tenaga ala kadarnya. Papa gw ngeliatin kayanya rada gemes juga, gesernya lama banget gwe. Yaaa, maklum lah yaa, tenaga awewe beda.
Pokonya manteb lah.
hahaha
Udah ah, otak gw udah cape nie, di tengah2 PraTAS, kaya gini jadinya...
maap ya postingnya geje. Hehehe, ciao!
Saturday, May 16, 2009
so many cool things (or... cool guys?)
They've done it again!
I HEART those guys, I do. Since I first saw their video "Pandangan Pertama", I bought their album "RAN for your life!", I listen to their tasty tracks almost everytime, their single "Tunjukkan Cintamu" feat Shila and now, Ratu Lebah.
It's the soundtrack for the movie Queen Bee, and I love that song.
Sweet, romantic, yet I can still taste the happy and bubbly touch of them... so RAN-ish (gyahaha, apaan coba itu?)
Thanks to Yani, for being so kind to put the download link on her blog post. Since I'm the lazy one, if you want to get a taste of the track, just simpy click on Yani's link in my links list. Too lazy to put the link here... So sorry, hoho...
BTW, I want to be your Queen Bee... so much! hahaha... *ngarep abis*
2. Kris Allen (or... Chris Allen?)-heartless, top 3 performance
I've never been a crazy fan of Kris. And FYI, I'm still mad at him for stealing Danny Gokey's spot on the grand final... (Yeah, Gokey went home... SAD... T.T)
I always think like this for the top 3:
Adam? We all know that he will be at the final ever since we saw them at the very first audition, I'm not crazy about him, but to be objective, he deserves a spot for the final...
Danny? I'm a big fan of him , his week to week performance, he's just so damn sweet
Kris? Like him, never love him.
Kris was definitely saved by his 2nd performance, the 1st one (the Apologize with piano, and stuff) was just plain. Good, but plain. but somehow, this land him to final!
It's Gokey's spot, come on! Gokey has managed to give 2 great performances (not just one, okay?) but he went home. Ckckck..
Anyhow, I have to admit that Kris' 2nd performance was stunning.
He sang Kanye West's-Heartless... You know, that hip-hop song.
And he made it accoustic, with guitar only. Brave, brilliant. It sure paid him off, BIG TIME.
He's just so cool.
But I do believe, still, that the spot is Danny's. You stole it, Chris!
*ga rela, teteup*
check the performance here...
Saturday, May 9, 2009
my turn...
But, now I know
just a single text message can give you a major amount of euphoria
just a single text message can make you cry like a baby
just a single text message can get you up on your feet and dance around immediately
just a single text message can urge you to jump around without feeling silly
I used to see some certain trivial things as stupid and unnecessary
But, yes now I know
some things are not so stupid
some things are not so trivia
some things are not so useless, it's necessary indeed...
I used to let those ballad love songs pass by just like the wind
Now I know,
Those songs has the power, to relate to you, bring back those memories to you
they can finally consume you, through your veins, meet your heart
left you feeling so emotional,
force you to drop a tear, just to hold your mouth from screaming
I used to be so rational, always think that I will never let a person drives me crazy
Now, I know
I don't have the power to guarantee,
I can only let the emotions take me
I'm not that strong, and some 'certain person' can definitely drive this fragile strength of me
So I guess it's my turn now..
To 'waste' my tears on something I've never expected before
To be 'stupid' and 'silly'
To be so emotional rather that rational
To be that 'melancholic freak' that listens to a song over and over with the eyes looking away..
wondering what will happen
Laughing at me for being a dramaqueen, huh?
just wait, maybe the next is your turn...
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
unsaid
Here comes my "unsaid things", I won't mention the person though, duh..
"I know you are my bestie, but I just don't feel THAT comfortable to talk about some certain things to you. Not that I don't see you as my best buddy..."
"Silahkan aja sih, mau ngapain juga... terserah lo. Leave, whatever, much better anyway, so fine by me."
"Maybe you think I'm such a good-listener, a kind and sweet girl, but truth is, I don't pay THAT much attention towards your stories.. sorry."
"FACE IT! He's just not THAT into you... Ngga usah lebay juga sih kalo curcol."
"Mungkin lo mandang gwe sebagai sumthing, gwe juga mandang lo sebagai sumthing. Sumthingnya apa? Well, well... Don't know... yet."
"Ga bisa ya liat gwe seneng dikit? Get lost, please."
"Backstabber. Big mouth. Liar. Hypocrite. Pretender. All in one package, what a 'nice' product, huh?"
"You seem so nice, such a nice, fun buddy, but don't know why I'm a little bit unsure about you..."
"Kalo butuh dateng, kalo kagak minggat. Maksud lo apa sih?"
"You are a nice girl but... grow up! Don't be THAT childsh,please. You are 15 and a highschool student, it's just not the right way to act, sister."
"I have my own fear about you, I don't want to hang my hopes to high and fall down just to taste the pain. But it seems like you force me, to be fearless."
"I'm not that strong. I'm, actually as fragile as everybode else. Just because I'm not so good on crying and weeping in public, doesn't mean that I was made by steel."
"Respect my achievements, please. I didn't earn it as easy as flipping a paper."
"you are CUTE!"
"I dunno what I'm feeling. I don't know if this is real or just another crush, I dunno my feeling. I just know that you make me smile and simply, breathless."
That's all...
Kalo ada tambahan, gwe bakal bikin lagi posting kaya beginian.... Me, out!

















