Saturday, May 9, 2009

my turn...

I used to see a slightly sweet text message as something that waste my phone memory...
But, now I know
just a single text message can give you a major amount of euphoria
just a single text message can make you cry like a baby
just a single text message can get you up on your feet and dance around immediately
just a single text message can urge you to jump around without feeling silly

I used to see some certain trivial things as stupid and unnecessary
But, yes now I know
some things are not so stupid
some things are not so trivia
some things are not so useless, it's necessary indeed...

I used to let those ballad love songs pass by just like the wind
Now I know,
Those songs has the power, to relate to you, bring back those memories to you
they can finally consume you, through your veins, meet your heart
left you feeling so emotional,
force you to drop a tear, just to hold your mouth from screaming

I used to be so rational, always think that I will never let a person drives me crazy
Now, I know
I don't have the power to guarantee,
I can only let the emotions take me
I'm not that strong, and some 'certain person' can definitely drive this fragile strength of me

So I guess it's my turn now..
To 'waste' my tears on something I've never expected before
To be 'stupid' and 'silly'
To be so emotional rather that rational
To be that 'melancholic freak' that listens to a song over and over with the eyes looking away..
wondering what will happen

Laughing at me for being a dramaqueen, huh?
just wait, maybe the next is your turn...

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